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Thursday, September 24, 2009 @ 8:41 PM
 hello...firstly i would like to wish all muslim a very Selamat hari raya!
yep2..so sorry didnt get to update the blog...since lin brought her mini laptop with her, so i take this opportunity to update this blog of mine!heh.. opps! sorry lin!!heh..ala...kau kan bestfriend aku...mesti kau paham aku ler... so...during the fasting month, well in fact the very last day of ramadhan, okay laa...semer orang was very superly busy...pasang langsir laa...buat kueh laa...ya ya...tat include me too...sibuk nk mampos...tapi, despite busy2 nie, sempat g bazaar geylang...hahah...ya! actually, there's alot of thing that i had not done, but me and cousins went to geylang for the very last time... yep... at 2 am plus, me and cousin went to geylang..do our last shopping.. tat day seriously didnt sleep for 24hrs!! haha...okay2...watever... so...jalan2 raye wit family..well almost everyday keluar...haha... than, today, right now, im with yinn and faizah...hang out with them.. eat at BBQ chicken and chill at coffee bean..while they talked, i blogged..nyeh3... bebual pasal hal ehwal...haiyo...problem sharing...problem based learning..haha... ohh...so far am having 3 weeks of holiday...yea~~~~finally can pampered myself...relaxing slacking rotting at home...hahahaha....happy life... ohh...wanna share something...before school holiday, me and my friends (syuhada,huda) celebrated rina and shidah's birthday... yep2..our hard work paid off when we saw their happy plus shock faces when we distribute their presents!heh.. so on that day itself, we(exclude huda) went to marina square to break fast and followed by playing pool.yeah... so yeah...we'd fun! okay2 gtg before they come...hahaha... i'll see you soon...i'll update when there's occasion.ohya... this coming weekend, im going out jalan2 raye with my secondary school friends!!yea~~~gathering.... cant wait!!! ouh ya... before i go... try to listen to this song "Remembering sunday" by all time low.. gosh!!its awesome! seriously... so any updates about nice and new songs, feel free to let me know ya... okay toodles!!! |
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Monday, September 7, 2009 @ 8:30 PM
here we go.... finally attachment finished~~ must say...all the effort paid off...that i should thank god.. last day of attachment was at IMH..yea...its been great at there.. to all my dear team mates, its been great being wit you all..seriously we were like one big family... and to hazy, thanks for the ride throughout the whole posting in IMH.. you're the best cousin cum friend ever! and thanks for helping and pushing me until im up to my standard..cheeros to you girl! am now going back to school for CR week... supposingly..for our class,BCLS will only be held when the term open BUT! its been brought forward! is that a good thing???or bad?? idk..but for sure...i don't have mood for sudden stress..the level really shoot up drastically! its this friday and monday... i don't know how but i guess i have to do it...for once! for the last time..doing something which i don'r really like but its important to me. well...no pain no gain.. today was the first day of CR week.. so far, it was fine.. get to see all the faces which i havent seen for quite some time.. its great to see most of my classmates get to go up to the next level...which is our very last 2.2 in campus.. as usual, people change..well that's include me too,i cant deny and i admit. hopefully its a good change for me.something positive. but...okay bear with me for while...i just need to let out something.. something or someone is really different..i don't know whether that person catch up my reaction of the face.but..for sure, i can sense...someone really realy already moving on...without me... its really different...i don't know whether what i observe and think is true but that's my thought. so many things i don't know. easy say, its like as if i just get to know you today.its like we just become friends. back to square one. its really akward..its true that we talked.we always together. and i enjoyed that.seriously.but...the thing that make me sad is that..... you move on... without me...seems that you're happy with other people.yea..truly, i felt so left out.having to get to know what happened to you and your life from your own mouth.. i should be happy for you upon hearing that you're happy..but.........i don't know why..felt so down after get to know all this... sometimes i wonder, am i not good enough for a friend..bestfriend..sister..everything... i cant even have good conversation with you at times which i think we both aware of it...times that i wanna spent was left unspend.. but.. i didnt know...didnt know that all this can led to be this way... eventhough am with you, somehow, am kinda miss you... i always asked myself, is it possible we go back to the start... i always miss the person that i'd known since the day we became friends. =( |
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Sunday, August 30, 2009 @ 4:58 PM
where are you now
To my favorite teachertold me never give upTo my 5th grade crushwho I thought I really lovedTo the guys I missedAnd the girls we kissed,where are you now?To my ex best friendsDon't know how we grew apartTo my favorite bandsand sing-alongs in my carTo the face I seeIn my memories,Where are you now?Where are you now?Cause I'm thinkin of youYou showed me howHow to live like I doIf it wasn't for youI would never be who I amTo my first girlfriendI thought for sure was the oneTo my last girlfriendSorry I screwed it upTo the ones I loved,Didn't show it enoughWhere are you now?Where are you now?Cause I'm thinkin of youYou showed me howHow to live like I doIf it wasn't for youI would never be who I amI know we'll never see those days againAnd it means we'll never be that way againBut that's just how it goespeople change but I knowI won't forget youWoah ohwoah ohoh ohhTo the ones who caredWho were there from the startTo the love that lefttook a piece of my heartTo the few who'd swearI never go anywhereWhere are you now?Where are you now?Cause I'm thinkin' of youYou showed me howHow to live like I doIf it wasn't for youI would never be who I amIf it wasn't for youI would never be who I am nowIf it wasn't for youI would be nothingWhere are you now? |
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Wednesday, August 26, 2009 @ 9:05 PM
SO....TADAAA moshimoshi...hello...long time never update...been soo lazy to update...haha.. furthermore..i've been so tired..sorry ya.. well2...right now, ive been posted to IMH...good thing is that, no more stress laa..cos all the skills alreay achieved...alhamdulilah... but the hell part is that, you have to wake up early in the morning!! fucking shit!!! okay ar..waking up in the morning is not a problem to me...but...the thing that i dont really like is that, you have to be out by 530am sharp...if you missed one bus, tats it...jawab nye taxi laa..15 bucks gone for nothing...seriously its really rushing...i dont like to be in a rush... 2 weeks in IMH...im in all morning shift for the whole 2 weeks..only 1 day in afternoon.. have to wake up at 4am!IMAGINE!!!4AM!!!!! just to get ready..after getting ready,eat (sahur) quickly,by 530am i must be out...haiya...very tiring laa...reached hospital like one kind of zombie walking... will be like this all the way until the end of 2 weeks...GREAT!! so let me summarise everything... 1st day at IMH..Orientation... Splendid! i was looking forward in this posting actually... but i dun like the journey..leceh! now day 3..so far, what we did is look after them...organized structure activity for them..hahahahha...i realize they like to do colourig and drawing...and folding origami!! nice... so lets hope it will be a wonderful experience... given a project by our cp teacher... have to do some research...which is why i update my blog today...cos i have to switch on the comp to do some work... heh... well... next tuesday is HOLIDAY!!!! yes!!!a day off for me!!!!can sleep! yeah~~~ teacher's day mah... ohya,i just cant wait for the movie which will be showing at cinema soon..THE TIME TRAVELER'S WIFE...gawd.............IM SO ADDICTTED TO THAT STORY LAA....I even have the book right now...hehe.... so... tmr's plan...linn ajak tengok wayang, bandslam...haiya...gt vannesa hudgens laa...that's why...she so obsessed with this actress...and syed too!!!idk why...i dun understand both of them laa.. so...will be breaking fast with her tmr..and after that watch movie with her...dasyat ek kau!!sembahyang terawih tak nak..tgk wayang plak... well...i think tats all la...i need to stop now...wanna rest, seriously ive been feeling sooo sleepy...after i reached home, i will just sleep until breaking fast...so buruk sei!!!really2 need to change..i know its not good to sleep wen the breaking fast is near...but i cant help it...too shagged!!! okay peeps.time to go...i'll see ya soon aite... take care world... =) |
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Sunday, August 16, 2009 @ 10:54 PM
paramore- ignorance If I'm a bad person, you don't like me Well, I guess I'll make my own way It's a circle, a mean cycle I can't excite you anymore Where's your gavel? Your jury? What's my offense this time? You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me Well sentence me to another life. Don't wanna hear your sad songs I don't wanna feel your pain When you swear it's all my fault Cause you know we're not the same No, we're not the same No, well, we're not the same We're the friends who stuck together, We wrote our names in blood, But I guess you can't accept that the change is good It's good, it's good Well, you treat me just like another stranger Well, it's nice to meet you, sir I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out You treat me just like another stranger Well, it's nice to meet you, sir I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out Ignorance is your new best friend, Ignorance is your new best friend This is the best thing that could've happened; Any longer and I wouldn't have made it It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture I'm just a person, but you can't take it The same tricks that, that once fooled me They won't get you anywhere I'm not the same kid from your memory Well, now I can fend for myself Don't wanna hear your sad songs I don't wanna feel your pain When you swear it's all my fault Cause you know we're not the same No, we're not the same No, well, we're not the same Yeah, we used to stick together, We wrote our names in blood, But I guess you can't accept that the change is good It's good, it's good Well, you treat me just like another stranger Well, it's nice to meet you, sir Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out You treat me just like another stranger Well, it's nice to meet you, sir Well,I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out Ignorance is your new best friend, Ignorance is your new best friend. Ignorance is your new best friend, Ignorance is your new best friend. Well, you treat me just like another stranger Well, it's nice to meet you, sir Well, I guess I'll go I best be on my way out Ypu treat me just like another stranger, Well, it's nice to meet you, sir I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out |
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@ 10:08 PM
hey ya... kinda sick today..so just a quick recap laa k... when im free and have mood to update, i'll update everything aite.. well.. its been week 6 of attachment...how time flies... i've been working at ward 9...which is th general ward..both medical and surgical ward.. at first,yup of course, have to know the routine of the ward.. and yea... three weeks will be at there.. after that, wil go to IMH... ouh ya...i'd been to A&E and....kinda bored...hahha... not much thing to do actually...but the best part is the dressing is all yours...haha... 2 days at there...and okay2 laa... weekend not much thing to do...sit at home the whole day cos my whole body is feeling so fcuking weak... went to see doctor and yup..rest the whole day... to halima, sory for not wishing you hapy 20th birthday on time...really shit me!!im such a bad friend...sory friend... and to faizah and the rest of the august baby, im sory for not be able to join for the celebration on that day...really2 sorry....i was in the afternoon shift and the next day is morning...im so totally flat... insyallah when the day comes, i will be seeing you girls and the rest... and faizah....HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY.... you're OLD NOW!!!! same as me!!! no more step mude ehk...hahahhaha... kla people...im totally tired rite now...need to get some rest... ohya....I LOVE PARAMORE LAAA....especially their new song!! IGNORANCE... DAMN! =D |
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Monday, July 27, 2009 @ 4:02 PM
recap attachment week 2 and 3 hey there...sorry for not updating any post here...as you can see..attachment here and there...been soo fucking tired after work until lazy to type.. so..lets just recap laa what happened last week.. right now, its the beginning of week 4 of attachment...fast lei...really... almost 1 month already... still, im at O&G ward..oh! i already know whats stands for...its Obstetrics & Gynaecology.. hahhaha...it took me 3 weeks to get to know whats o&g stands for...too buzy to find out...or too lazy i must say...hahahahha.. as i already mentioned, the ward is about women delivery their baby and also about women's problem...we also have paedratics (children)okay...week 2, week 2 i dont have much to say...because i really cant remember what happened...hahaha...but what i know...i finally get used to the ward routine..be able to be independent and doesnt need much supervision.. i said that is not because i dont know what to do at there...its just that...the working method at there is different compared to restructured hospital..so i need to have direct supervision whenever i wanna do something...furthermore, its a female ward...i've never take care of female patients before... weekend on week 2, nothing much happened... cant believe i slept the whole saturday..haha..too tired i guess.. but what i really cant forget is that, i worked as a kendarat at this wedding ceremony at punggol.... SHUTS!!!i tell you...its super tired laaa...kaki nk tercabot sia... only for that day laa i worked.. my friend need my help cos not enough manpower..so i lend him my help...hazirah, my attachment partner was there to lead her help too... fun laa...new experience.. i've never work as a kendarat before...so whoever need my service in that, can tell me...LOL! WEEK 3 of attachment... 1 thing that im relieved is that... i finished all my iv therapy skills.. fuh!!! but one problem working at there is that, you hardly have any dressing and hypocount and insulin...hahaha ya! hardly man! only when i go A&E, i think i be able to get all thoses skills...especially dressing.. my A&E posting will be at week 5 (thursday and friday) hopefully it run smoothly...amin...hahaha so on that week, i think it's on wednesday...or tuesday...cant remember la... went to meet linn...eat dinner with her... i still remember im on morning shift...and the next day,im morning too...thought went out just for while, den when we out already, skali aisha sound us wnna watch harry potter ke tak...last min plan sia.. so off we go...watched harry potter... linn!!!i sacrificed my rest time for you!!!you better belanje me ehk!!!hahahaha... joking laa... so far, working at ward is no problem to me...all okay... its can be very busy,it can be not...depends laaa... weekend, i just stayed at home with my cousin.. today seriously super busy...ya...really2...one by one patients came back from OT after attend to one patient,one came in...it goes on and on and on... luckily have eugenia and EN lina...this week i change partner...supposely i will always be with hazirah...but this week change to eugenia...and next week, we will be change ward...will go to ward 9B...working with hazirah....wah i tell you...you can go obese if you partner with her....EAT!EAT!EAT!EAT!!hahahahahahahahahahahaha....no la joking.... its fun working with her!! k la..tats all...will update soon... hey...to all my friends, i hope you all doing great with the attachment... time will pass and i hope to see you all the next semester.... oh!!btw...here are the pictures when we celebrate aisha's birthday...enjoy!         linn step cute!=p       |
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Sunday, July 12, 2009 @ 7:37 PM
READ.dont look hello... there goes 1 week of attachment.. omg..seriously i tell you, its fcuking bored laa at there... you hardly do work!hmmm...its really different working environment compared to the general hospital..at general hospital,you will be busy all the way until you dont even have a break time... but at here, wah...seriously no comment laa... but!but...the staffs at there were super duper nice!!! yeah....thats one good thing..they willing to teach us..whenever there's skills to do, they willing to show us...and let us do with there supervision.. okay laa...not so bad... so..my first ward is at O & G ward... whats that full name called...haiya cant remember laaa... but i know, i took care of patients who just deliver their baby... its like KKH laa.. there got nursery....yup,.. we get to take care of the babies at there... change the diaper of few hours old baby...hahah...cool laa... new experience.... so far, first week of attachment was great...no problem at all..except got the word bored laa... then last friday...actually my attachment friends plan wanna go out after work... but because some people cant make it( one of them is me!opps!), we cancelled it and will change to next friday... haha.. ==================================================================== FINALLY ITS WEEKEND!!!!!!! hahaha.... saturday....went out to celebrate aisha's 20th birthday.... her birthday is on 8th july laa but we celebrate her birthday yesterday...cos weekdays alot of people busy rite.... its a suprise party la...she dont even know that we gonna celebrate her birthday... secondary school friends, poly friends and band member all come...prepare all the things...her mum cooked alot of foods!!! and at 7 plus,,, KABOM!!!!hahaha... sang birthday songs, eat2...laughed2...haha... den cut the cake.... after eating, all tone down....watched harry potter for while...den we play some games.... this part really kecoh sia!!! we play murderer, guessing games... ketawe rumah leh roboh sia...hahaha.. seriously its damn funny..... den around 11 plus coming to 12, off we go.... yati and firdouse sent me and lin by car...hahaha....thank you!!!! reached home see mummy not at home...=( around 2 am pluss lights off! -- - got pictures laa... but faizah havent upload it yet...i will post them as soon as i get all the pictures ya... =)) =================================================================== sunday. just now went to aunt's house.... cousin got engaged today... congratulations to him... spent time with cousins and all the families.... uncle just being discharged from hospital and thank god he's alright...and he was there too... really great time at there...so long never meet all my cousins at my father's side... haha... well...yup today sunday as you know, need to prepare things for tomrrow... monday new day...new week...hopefully nothing bad happen...amin.... okay lor...that's all for the weekend... |
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Friday, July 3, 2009 @ 8:26 PM
dear God, i believe every people that we met, is destined by You. i believe, there's a reason on why we get to know each other. friends. you create people. so people can create friends. that is where friendship starts. long or short relationship, is determined by both party themselves. yes.. its true.. you need to be honest, truthful, faithful, patience etc..ESPECIALLY sincerity that can led to happy friendship. Arguements, misunderstanding etc, thats part of friendship. im sure there's argument in every relationship/friendship. without it, means people must be very good in handling people's heart and feelings. but tell me... since honesty is one of the key point that led to happy friendship, why there's arguement about honesty? which led to breaking up friendship?? people make mistakes...because thats where they learn from it..and will never repeat the very same mistakes again. is it wrong to tell the truth? why must there be a problem if that person already reveal everything?? i know...hiding something from your very own bestfriend is something you shoudnt do. it can led many things. one of the important factors is breaking trust. but God, tell me! tell me..... that person wants to make things right by telling the truth, wouldnt want to hide anything...i mean ANYTHING..because there's only one thing in her mind now, she want to be truthful to herself and her bestfriend. and ended up, breakng up friendship is the price. is it fair? do she deserve it?? to that someone.. i know...ive done mistakes...infact alot of mistakes.. and the word sorry is just too small...but...im truly truly sorry for what had happened.sincerely. yes, i know..i've hide things from you... did things which you dont like which can led bad health in me. but i wouldnt want to do that in future... you once told me... that there's alot of doubts than trust in you towards me.. your sentence kinda hit me... because i knw, there's one thing i did not tell you about me. which is why...i made up my mind to tell you the truth. i know things wont be the same if i tell you everything now...because i know, you will surely be mad at me. you might be asking,why wouldnt i tell you everything in the beginning... in the beginning, you already had a bad impression on me...and at the very same beginning, i still have not done that thing becos ive quit.i did once told you that. but i didnt know, that by hiding it,can led to this serious.my purpose of telling you the truth is not because of wan to hurt you...but because i dont wanna make more mstakes towards you. i dont wanna break up any friendship especially friendship with you.. because i believe... i can still make a different. i can still save this friendship.ive never consider this friendship ends here. im sure this time, i promise...promise not to hide anything from you.. im so sorry. |
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Thursday, June 25, 2009 @ 11:29 PM
updates. oh mygod. haha. so sorry that i didnt update this blog. like someone said, whenever she go to my blog, teros dapat asthma?? haha. jahat ehk kau hajar! aku ingat! haha...ye laa..blog aku da berabuk, nie nk kemas nie...haha.. btw..miss talking and spending time with you!infact with all my love ones... i miss you all... this holiday, well.. didnt spent time that much.. but..our heart will still close to each other. that's for sure! =) okay2...its time to update. well... sounds outdate, but so what...hehe.. beginning of holiday,well ya... i had a chalet with my secondary school friends and at the same time, ite class chalet. thank god its located at the same place but different block. so i manage go went both chalet. went to my secondary friends 1st to celebrate faizah's sis borthday and at aroung 7 or 8, i went to my ite chalet with my friends. spent few hours at there, ms sanjit was there too. so we eat, and talked... and wati, thanks for staying with me..yup, she stayed abit longer and after that me sent her to the mrt..great time..so after few hours at there, went back to my secondary school clique..stay one night at chalet with them..eat maggie laa...take pictures and lights off..haha... tired sia...so the next day, packed up and off we go.. chilled at mc cafe for while...and watched night at the museum 2... hilarious sia!fun!!! so after that, off we went home.. well theres a pictures of us below...take a look aite... 9th jun 2009. went to watched movie with rina and her sis!! yup...watched hannah montana with them.. went to timezone and walked around causeway point. the storyline of the movie quite fun.. but i like the songs!!!superb! and yup..its fun spending time with them.=)) 11th jun 2009 netball tournament. hahahahha...this i have no comment. buat malu je.. how would we know that boys are allow in that tournament. so you know i know la ehk. kalah rabak babe! enough said. 12th jun 2009. movie with yinn... darg me to hell. hahahahahha...the movie not that scary laa..(macam paham) padehal i cover my ear throughout the whole movie.... not that i scared laa...but the sound too loud...hahahahahhahahahahaha... 14th june 2009 firstly i wanna wish a very happy birthday to hajar.... well belated laa....eh but i wished her on the dot tau! hehe. may you happy always deary....muacks!!!!!! ... so...me went to rina's house to spend time with her and her family... yupp...the whole day...hehe.. fun! kite masak2. watched movie. makan2. her family very supporting laa..and very nice too.. they're like my second family like that. thanks for the fab time!=) 17th june 2009 well...we went back to school. do what? mask fitting. how pathetic! hehe.. travel from woodland to school. and tak sampai half hour, we can go. hah! bagus! crazy! late afternoon, went to meet tetra.. yinn was late so we have to watched the movie quite late., we watched ghost of girldfriend past. hmm..okay2 la... the stroy, you can predict what happen at last.. so after that 17th, i stayyyyyyyyyyyyyy allllllllllllllllllllllll theeeeeeeeeeeeeee wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy atttttttttttttt homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....yaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....fucking bored laa... well except for going back and forth from woodland to tampines.... and the most sad part..... i cant join any outing with my secondary school friends.... gosh..... 2 or 3 outing.... im not there...how great!! whatever! haha! so yup...thats how my holiday goes.... nothing much though as to compared to my friends.... so okay laa.. thats all...tired to type...malas! adios! p.s. i cant upload all the pictures laA...so annoying!!             outing on the 177th jun 2009 .jpg) Labels: there she goes |
