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Tuesday, July 29, 2008 { 11:47 PM }

hello world..
something struck at my head today..
suddenly i was thinking whether i should continue this nursing course or not..
i don't know why suddenly i think that way..
being a nurse is actually not my passion..but i do like the course..
i do like being a nurse..because its is science..
from secondary school,the most interesting subject to me is science..
eventhough my science grade is not that good,my interest for this subject has never fall until today..

today..my fave place is at sluice room..i always went there today..i dont know why..
i go there just to get away from people..
(see!!i becoming like hajar!!like to go to sluice room!!)
and today..hmm...not doing much..only do the parameter..change diapers,feed patients,do turning etc..
boring uh do like that everyday??
but what to do...that's EN job..sooner or later,im gonna do that too..
cuci pantat apek everyday..hahaha...
actually i got abit PISSED OFF with (insert the name here)
i know sometimes we don't have any mood to do this job..but when you start to do something,do it properly laaa...
if i didnt check,both of us will surely kena sia..
and don't do it half way..
when you do the parameters,do the respiration too..
don't expect me to do it for you laaaaaaaa.....!!!
headache sei..
and when im doing the work which SUPPOSE TO BE YOUR WORK,don't keep on pestering me to do other job plss...
i havent finish do the work,you ask me to do something else..its like..wat the fish..
if i have a bom, you will be the first one i put sei..

okay...enough faddy...
the time as usual passed freaking slow..im dying man!!arghh!!
one more day to afternoon shift..after that..two days of morning shift..
in this two days, i need to complete my competency skills before we go up to ward 49..
i heard ward 49 is not a good ward..i mean...not the ward..the people out there..they said..the SN,sister,EN has attitude prob..hmm...i don't know..i really hope theres an angle will come and save us..
hope theres luck strike us..

just now..me,aishah and eugenia went for break very late..supposely we should go at 1830 but theres so many things to do..parameters etc..so we went at 1945..actually we suppose to be back at 2015 but ended up at 2030..hahaha!!45 mins of break..
we laugh like as if the tea room is ours sia..talk crapp!!make fun of the bed 6..immitate the bed 6 face..laugh like wanna cry!!=))
so we only left half and hour to go before we finish our work..hahaha...its like..half and hour sia..
wat do you expect to do..


before i go back just now..i went to my fave apek at bed 32..
wanna say byebye to him laa..
i wanna hold his hand,suddenly he grabbed and squeeze my hand..don't wanna let go laa sei..
freaking pain!!
soo old yet so strong...hahaha...kurang ajar sei..haha..
and hes soooo adorable...i feel like bringing him home laa..wanna take care of him..hehe..

so overall today okay laa...not that bad compared to yeaterday..yst can die sei..
and i still miss my 3 girlfriends..how i wish you girls with me..experience what i experience today..laugh with me etc..

okay laa...
good nite...
will update again tmr..

super faddy is signing out~~~
=D