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Nur Fadhilah Mohamed Ismail.

about me.
Photobucket 190489 is The Day she Born.
Twenty-One.

 Music is her Escape.
Alternative Rock/Rock is The type Of Music.
Playing Guitar is Her Hobby.
PARAMORE is Her Favourite Band.
GreenGreenGreen is Her Obsession.
Photobucket Nursing Course is the First step of getting to know Life.
Happy-go-Lucky is The Personality.
Temperamental Is in The Genes.
Tampines is The HomeTown.
Stubborn-ness and stupidity is The Weakness.
Positive and optimistic is The Strength.
And when you put it altogether, that will become ME!

 faddie_89@hotmail.com is The Access to the link.


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♥ Sabariah
♥ sharon
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♥ Fatin(cousin)
♥ Nazhuratul Asywaq
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Sunday, November 23, 2008 { 2:03 PM }



chaotic month i must say!
losing a pet is like lost someone special.
may sounds funny but watever!
i don't care.
to hell.
watching her growing is such a memorable moment.
watching her going is such a pain thing.
slowly she died right in front my very eyes.
both tears came out together as one.
knowing that her owner just can't affort to pay the operation cost.
just 1 year 1month old.
its time to go.
go far away from this world.
leaving me.
forever.

...

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pregnant.
difficulties of giving birth.
1st baby died when it came out from the stomach.
the rest??
well..initially it died inside the stomach.
that's when it affect her whole body system.

...

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and me..such an idiot,just let her be..
without knowing that the baby inside her stomach already died.
until i realise that this lovely cat of mine already getting weaker and weaker each
day passes by.

...

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211108

rushed to the animal hospital at whitley road taking taxi.
telling her to hold on.
things gonna be alright.
we gonna see the doctor.

...

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yea..i know animals don't talk. but they do understand of what the owner is saying.
and yes!she did hold on!
she trying her best.
but..
after get to know that it cost alot,
suddenly doctor said,
"shes leaving"

...

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omg!
dilemma..
was alone at that time.
and we both were far away from home.
i really don't know what to do.
i need somebody to be there.
wanting to call someone,but..
this hand just couldnt move.
brokedown that point of time.
watched her going.
keep on saying that im sorry.
slowly her mouth become dry..
ear..from freashly pink turns to pale yellowish.
her body and fur..from soft,warm and cosy to lie down at turns to cold,
hard and the fur just cant stop coming out.
her eyes..sigh..
i just..
sigh..
kept on kissing her..
her fur is everywhere..
at 5.30pm
there she go..
leaving me.

..

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things wont be the same anymore.
i don't know la ehk..
she's the apple of my eyes laa..
i've always wanting to have a cat which have a white feet
like as if wearing a socks.
god answered my prayers but then
i only have her only a short period of time.

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she always came up to my bed and sleeps at my neck.
GOSH!!
and i can still smell her..
the cage which i just bought for her,
still have her smell..
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