simply happily faddie :)

Birthday plan crashed.

2011-01-28T23:21:00.001+08:00

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OUTING WITH DEAREST 34.
ALL DAY BUT IT'S WORTH.

Yesterday, me and my colleagues had a long day. Especially me and Hidayah. Cos we were from morning shift.

Dinner at Siam kitchen ( Bugis ) plan to watch movie but in the end, went to Changi airport to eat our supper. ICE CREAM! :D
Heavenly! Hehe!

Catch the last train. And off we go. Reached home almost 1am and the next day, I'm in morning shift. And right Now, I'd survived!

Can't wait to get the picturess from akil! Faster upload!

Okay I'm officially dead. Tomorrow's morning and follow by night shift! I've been working 3 days straight morning for goodness sake!

And and today I ate dinner with my dearest bestie straight after she booked out from camp!

Okay bye. Goodnight!

Too busy with life.

2011-01-27T00:30:00.001+08:00

I can see all of us were busy with our own life that we'd choose. New year means new resolutions. And all of us were trying our very best to achieve something that we already aim.

What's my goal?
Of course, to be succeed in life.
But, at the same time, I need my love ones. My dearest friends. Of course not forgetting my family. They'll always be the top even though I did not mention about them. My closes friends. Bestfriend. I need them.

All of us are so busy now. Now then I've realize. When you start working, you started to have the feeling of loneliness. Cos when you get back from work, you're too lazy to entertain people. That, you just wanna lie on your bed and shut your tired eyes. And when comes to off days, it depends on your mood on whether you wanna go and meet up your friends or not. When it's the end of the day, you realize you have just wasted your off day by resting at home and do nothing.

Well I guess it doesn't only happen to me. I'm sure some people out there feels the same way as I do right now.
I'm missing all my friends. Everyone of them.

If I have the opportunity, I would like to spent time with them like how I used to.
I am very thankful that I have a wonderful friends.
It's just a matter of time on when to spent time with them.
I wish all my dearest friends good luck with their lives and future. Me, as your friend, will always support you in whatever good things you do.

P.s: I'm back blogging! Hehe!

Goodnight world. (:

2011-01-22T14:12:00.000+08:00

I can't describe what I'm feeling right now. Seriously if I have the power to turn back time, I would like to change everything of what I had done in the past. Everything. In academic wise. Decisions wise. Friendship wise especially. I wouldn't wanna be too close with anyone. So that I won't feel too attached with anyone. Won't have to give extra attention or time with a close friend or bestfriend. Like, let it be treated like a normal friends. Because I just realized, having a bestfriend is tough. So much. Because having a bestfriend, you have expectations. It doesn't apply to me, myself. It applies to everybody who has a bestfriend.
How does it feels when you gave in so much, but all you got is still, dissapointmemt. I am tired. I am so sad. Why do I have to face this kind of situation. You can regard this as a small matter. But this small matters really hurts me alot. And who said your bestfriend understand you the best? Infact, it is your bestfriend who doesn't understand you at all. No matter how deep or how great I express my feelings, you still don't understand. I make it clear to you, when you need me, you know where to find me.
I just pray to god that HE will protect you.

Give up

2010-11-15T14:24:00.001+08:00

When we care too much, people take advantage easily. They don't see it. But when shit happens, that's where they started to realize it. Seriously, had enough of it. I've been too caring, too kind towards you. And all you can do, is just being ignorant. So do what you wanna do. I ain't care no more. I know I'm not that perfect too, but can't you just spare a thought this friend of yours?

Kept Telling me that I'm selfish but you forgot to look yourself at the mirror too. You want me to compromise with you so that things will be better. To you. But me? Have you spare a thought of me? About my feelings? Can you compromise with me? Can you be more understanding? I don't think so. Cos all this while, it's been always about you. All you think is about yourself. 

all set!

2010-10-06T01:43:00.000+08:00

Tickets are all ready.

Accommodations, clothes, are almost ready.

Except, there's slight problem.

Hazy's school orientation day is on the 19th!

Fuck!

We're trying to figure it out.

Most to most I think we should take plane on the day itself.

No choice.

I like the idea my nurse manager gave me 9 days of annual leave,

but to think of it, it's kinda waste.

I will be away for only 3 or 4 days.

And what will I do for the next 5 days then?

And what if my family wanna go for holiday this coming december?

Maybe that's the time I can spent time with my friends.

And I still can't figure on what to wear on CGH D&D this coming 7th November.
Theme: Animation.
(Gawwwd! What a theme sia. Like wanna make a fool of yourself like that)

Here I come!

<3

This time, we will be on the standing panel!

Going blading tomorrow with yiru.
I swear to God I have no idea on playing this creature.
My balancing sucks to the core!

HUGE responsibility

2010-09-17T02:02:00.000+08:00

I was wondering.

Will I be able to handle huge responsibility in future?

Just now, there'e slight arguement between me and dad.

About bills.

I was so angry to hear that he's angry with me for not giving him money for the electricity bill.

He already make it clear to me last time that he will pay the electricity bill while I make it clear to him that I will pay the internet and phone bill.

But things just got messed up.

He didn't pay the bill and I was so shocked to hear the amount that need to be pay.

His reason, No money. Because I didnt give him money.

Why?

I was so speechless.

I don't know what to do and I just brokedown in my room.

Do I need to pay all that? For now?

You are still healthy dad.

You can do all sorts of job according to your level of strength.

All you need to do now is just pay the electricity bill. Only that.

Me?

I pay the internet,phone bill. The television that we just bought bill.

Give mum some of my money.

I did all that and you told me that I just ignore whenever the bills came?

You once told me when I just got a job at CGH,

to save instead of spending.

To give mum money.

But how am I suppose to save when you, wanting me to pay everything?

Being the only child is tough.

It feels good when you're young because you'll get all the attention from your both parents.

When you are independent enough to start a living, that's where the challenge part begins.

2010-09-12T01:14:00.000+08:00

Firstly I wanna wish all muslims out there, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.

It's a new month now, Syawal. Month of victory.

Hopefully we will meet another Ramadhan next year, Insyallah.

Been too lazy to update now cos of tiredness.

I will upload all the photos that we taken during Hari Raya sooonnn.

Now I need to sleep as tomorrow I will be

going out with my family to visit all our relatives.

Ouh, I found out that my last year shoes still look new so I don't have to waste

my money to buy another pair as what I had planned.

Hehehe.

I miss my bestfriend, Tan Yi Ru

Goodnight.

P/S: Left one more day of holiday, back to work after that.

And the party starts now.

2010-09-06T03:25:00.000+08:00

My leave just started!

Today is just my lucky day, seriously.

I was supposed to work on the afternoon.

But since our ward has only 3 patients, Sister Kua Lang is kind enough to let me, Syahidah and Huan-Huan

to go home. :D

Cool or what!

1 week of Not working. Great! Great!

Lots of things that need to be done.

Hari Raya is just a week away, or even less.

Sex-cited laa! :D :D :D

My room is now filled with Green, like finally.

Hahaha.

Will go Ikea to buy some decoration stuffs for my room and the living room as well.

I wanna buy this flower design and will paint or spray it with black at the corner of my wall.

Wanna try something different this year since I have plenty of time to do this thing.

I haven't buy my Hari Raya clothes,shoes and accessories but hopefully will get it by this week.

No time already.

So many things to do so little time left.

Guess what?

PARAMORE is Coming down to Kuala Lumpur this coming 19th October 2010

and I AM SOO GOING!

Hahahaha!

I know its sounds crazy.

Infact the crazier part, I already apply my Annual Leave on that particulaer week!

Im going with Hazy and if anyone who wanna come, please do so.

Will book the ticket by this week or next.

I soo gonna buy the standing panel ticket which cost RM 323.

I know that I already went to their concert on last May But I DON'T CARE!

Hahaha.

Yes, Im A super duper Big Fan Of them.

Okay2, I wanna watch Hindustan Movie now.

HAHA.

I ordered Mac for my early breakfast and I wanna eat now!

:D :D

Can't wait to meet yiru this coming wednesday!

So many things wanna tell her.

:D :D :D

And to someone, Im sure you know who you are,

Whatever you said from your mouth last time,

seriously cant be trusted.

I already got the feeling since the day i met you, that you are just a motherfucker sweet talker.

and that, you, seriously cant be trusted.

Im very thankful that I didnt take your words seriously.

so whatever you do now, I hope your happy.

And please please stop contacting me.

Im not your puppet.

Thank you very much.

ANNOYING

2010-08-29T02:44:00.000+08:00

It's so bloody annoying when I'm talking,

You fall asleep.

Might as well don't call me back when you said your handphone battery gonna flat soon.

Sigh..

Getting weaker and weaker

2010-08-26T23:15:00.001+08:00

Been so tired recently.

All I want now, is to have a veryy long sleep.

Yesterday my eyes just don't wanna shut. And when I was about to fall asleep, the alarm rang.

Quite frustrated by that actually.

God, it's only coming the end of day 3 of working.

I still have 2 more days of working Afternoon shift followed by morning.

I Really Hate That kinda shift.

Sucks man. You just left the ward and few hours later, you're in the ward again.

Although my body system is getting use to the routine,

I still find it very tiring.

Your body is resting but your mind just don'e wanna rest.

Today is just so great.

Yea, I can't wait to complaint this to my mum.

She die-die wanted me to buy this irritating mop which is called "Spin and Go Mop"

and it's at OG Bugis there.

She had been asking me when to buy, hari raya is around the corner

and until now we still haven't done anything.

-.-

So, after work, I straightaway went to Bugis there,

Yeah great uh, I overshot until Commonwealth and have to take MRT again to go bugis.

The box is bloody big lah.

I have to carry it and the MRT is so damn packed.

So I decided to dropped at Eunos there and take 28 or 21 home cos I can drop just infront of my blok and I

was too lazy to walk from interchange to my house with this stupid big box.

The bus is so damn slow that I reached home just in time for breaking fast.

Irritating.

I can't wait for my Virgin's Night this coming Monday and Tuesday though!

hehe.

Will be working with syahida and huan-huan on the first night.

((:

Sleeping time!

Till then.

Next Outing: Breaking fast with Haikal, Ridhwan, Huda on Saturday, 28th August. :D

GREAT TIME

2010-08-24T01:47:00.001+08:00

Heya.

Time for updates.

Haha.

Recently been busy with work as well as preparing for hari raya.

And I have been feeling so fatigue and sleepy at the same time.

Can't even believe That I can even slept while doing work or even standing.

I've been sleeping at work and always overslept when

having break.

I tired to sleep early but my eyes just can't seem to shut.

Usually fasting month is the most tiring month whereby you don't have enough sleep and have lots of stuffs to do.

Well, it does, I have been painting my room and I still have not finish painting yet

due to work and lazyness.

haha.

It's just so tiring lah. When you having off days, all you wanna do is rest and rest and rest.

All I've been doing is cleaning up my room and my cousins keep on messing it

up with clothes,towels,books etc everywhere.

-.-

Until to the extent I have to shout at him and her and because of that, we fight.

hah!

Eversince I've started working, I can feel that I'm in a rush.

But, I don't know what i'm rushing for.

I can feel the pressure. resposibility that I have to take.

But I'm still coping.

Not bad not well. Just nice.

I miss school days.

I swear I miss it so much.

I miss all the fun.

Those immature acts.

((:

Last week, I spend my time with yiru.

So sweet of her to accompany me breaking fast.

So we eat Popeyes at Century Square.

A dinner treat from her. Thank you very much love. (:

And proceed to my crib after that.

Played guitar and she managed to play some chords!

Proud of her man! (:

And taking pictures of my cat.

Laugh and all the wayyy laugh. ((:

We were like planning to play guitar after her exams over and I simply just can't wait for that!

Please make it happen!

:D :D :D

Okay,

I need a break.

Have to go now and will be waking up later at 430am to have super early morning breakfast.

Tomorrow's afternoon shift and will be breaking fast with

fazrina, hidayah and izyaty.

It's been quite a while since the four of us having the same shift.

One More days to pay day!

$$$

nyeh nyeh nyeh.

Next outing : Wednesday 25th August, Breaking fast with ward staffs and the ciscos!

Back

2010-08-16T01:57:00.001+08:00

Sorry for not updating for a very long time. Now i'm back.

In a mood to write already.

So, I will be updating without people realising it.

Not now but I will do it whenever I'm in afternoon shift or day off

because that's the only time I have for myself.

Okay see you soon.

((:

Once a Guy, Will always be a guy

2010-07-20T23:12:00.000+08:00

I just couldnt care more.

Whatever with everything and all I wanna do now is just go with the flow and forget what

had already happened.

The more I think, The more headache I will get.

FUCK YOU TO YOU!

Congratulation to you my babies

2010-05-30T00:22:00.004+08:00

To my three dearest,

Congratulation to you.

Seeing you all with graduation gown, I felt so proud of you eventhough I was not there on your graduation day.

All of you have grown up.

And now, It's time for all of us to face the real world.

I know, sometimes we may neglecting each other.

To be specific, I neglecting you girls.

And I'm so sorry.

But Whatever happens, We will always stay together as one.

No one can ever replace the three of you.

Siti Nor'aisha Bte Sheikh Abdul Rashid.

Nur Faizah Bte Abdul Rahman.

Azlina Bte Jusri.

These names are not only in my mind but also in my heart.

(:

I love you girls.

Graduation.

2010-05-09T20:41:00.008+08:00

Finally I graduated! (:

060510 is the date That every Nursing students will remember for the rest of their life.

0804 intake.

Gonna miss you all.

Two years with you guys.

And finally we are free like a bird.

There will be no more lecturers chasing after us for skills competency.

No more people calling us, "student! student!"

We always get sick or even mad by people calling us the word,"student"

but, eventually we will miss hearing all that.

It's time to enter the real world.

For those who get to polytechnic, already start their career as a nurse or

others,

Congratulation to you all.

And as for me,

I already started my career as an Enrolled Nurse.

Same goes to the rest of my dearest friends who's same journey as me.

Hazirah.Maisarah.Munirah.Adelynn.Siew Cheung.Hajar

and the rest.

I will further up my studies right after I get my one year working experience

in CGH, insyallah.

And to rest of my non nursing friends, especially my dear TETRA,

Lin and Aisha,

hope that you girls get what you want.

As for faizah,

Don't you stress about the posting.

Always remember, everything that happened,

there's a reason behind it.

Be strong and have faith.

We will go through this together!

SN and EN!

Birthday Suprises from different people.

2010-04-19T23:54:00.006+08:00

I really wanna say a very big thank you all the lovely people who celebrated my

21th birthday,

all the wishes and suprises.

I am so thankful to you guys.

Dear families and friends, without you lovely people,

who am I in this world.

:D Tan Yi Ru!

You're such a SWEET!

And I HEART YOU SO MUCH!

Birthday card specially made by sweet lovely legong whom I love so much!

( Nur Hazirah Bte Raduan )

TETRA!

Loveyou girls.

Always be in my heart!

iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.

2010-04-13T01:14:00.002+08:00

I'm going nuts chatting with hajar and jeevy!

HAHAHAHA!

So funny of them!

But I had Great time!

Imagine they commented 200 plus comments at my comment box!

and we are all talking crap!

hahah!

DURIAN!

2010-04-12T22:33:00.002+08:00

I've been craving durian for so long!

and I am very thankful that My dearest lovely cousin, Hazzy Hazirah broke my craving!

hehe.
I tell you, We really enjoyed eating that King Of Fruit so much!

Ate slowly until the seed looks like don't need to be washed.

So clean and shiny!

hahahah.

At First we only bought 4 boxes of durian.
Mind you, 4 Boxes.

But very cheap, $10
Unfortunately it doesnt taste quite nice.

Without us knowing that her family bought an expensive durian.

You know what it means.

expensive durain means DELICIOUS DURIAN!

So we continue eat durian at hazzy's house!

DAMN SHIOK!

Thanks baby for everything!

I Love you Lah!

And Today went CGH for uniform fitting.

And seriously, kinda funny when i looked at myself in the mirror with CGH Uniform.

I can't wait for 3rd May but at the same time, Nervous.

Went to Little India for threading.

And I really look like a Minah now!

Next time wont be that thin anymore.

And off we go.

Today good girl. Went back home very early.

Sejuk perut mak kan..

hahahah!

PS: And thank you so much for that small gift that you made to put at my handphone.

so sweet of you! and i really appreciate it so much!

And And.

See this Pictures?

Hayley Nichole Williams.

Argh!

Addicted to her!

You're the best cousin ever.

2010-04-02T03:25:00.003+08:00

She's the one who will always be there whenever I need her.

She's the one whom I can really be myself whenever I be with her.

She's the one who can adapt with my nonsense.

She's the one who will always make me feels good.

She's the one whom you can just plan last minute and she will always agrees to it.

She's the one who is the fickle-minded person and will always ask you to decide things because she is always not good in deciding things.

She is the ANYHOW type of person.

She's the one whom you can really rely on.

And she is not other than my Cousin!

Nur Hazirah Bte Raduan.

The only cousin of my father's side whom I am Very very close with.

I heart her so much!

Who I Really Miss Right Now.

2010-03-30T21:40:00.003+08:00

You wanna know who I Really Miss Right Now?

It's Them.

I Miss the Moments We had been together.

Although We were once being called as a "Clique",

we are still Good Friends until now.

The Mistakes that I made, Will never be forgotten but They are kind enough to forgive me

and start anew with me.

They are the one who make a differents in my life when I started Nursing.

We laughed alot.

We EMO alot.

We Cried alot.

We had fun alot.

And we are Full of Nonsense!

And Our Imagination just run wild!

Hajar. aka The Emo Mother.

Shafawati. aka The Gangster Kakak.

Rina Fitri. aka The Manja Adek.

Fadhilah. aka The Cool Nenek Of The 3 Of them!

((:

I heart You Girls!

And I miss you girls.

2010-03-27T02:38:00.004+08:00

Now it's 3.43 in the morning.

And I am wide awake!

Geeez.. I wanna Sleep.

My Hajar has already offline and I wanna sleep! But I can't!

Someone sedate me!

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Somebody whom I don't even know added me at msn.

And he knows my FULL Name,my Age and what I study.

He is not someone who is in my facebook friend lists nor tagged.

What the shit!

==========================

God! I WANNA SLEEP!

MAKE ME SLEEPY!

You Decide It.

2010-03-19T20:47:00.001+08:00

I had my tongue pierced today.Hahahaha.Like… Finally.I’ve Been waiting this for so long.Right now, I have to Speak like Retard Person.With Saliva Keep Dripping here and there, Trying My Very Best to Chew Every Food that I Ate ( Can’t EAT! )And I am So Hungry Right Now.All This Thing will be going on for the next 2 days.Well Hopefully my tongue will recover in 2 or 3 days time.

*Praying*

Now, Next thing, Will be my hair.Highlight it and Make some Style in it.No more That Boring Hair.School’s Out Which is why I dare To Do all this.Hahaha.I guess, It’s time To come out of the shell.

Today Me and Hazzy Hazirah went to The Gym andFollowed By Swimming.

Yeah.

We felt so refreshed after Everything.Mind you, Was Feeling Tired.Next Plan, Swimming at Pasir Ris On This Sunday.Yep. I am So Happy. Finally I’ve Lost 2kg After All the things that I’d Done.Will Continue until I Reached My Target.

Okay I Need To Get Ready.Will Be Meeting Hazirah Later.I want to Eat Porridge due to this Temporary Pain,So She plan wanna make Porridge for me.hehehehe.Followed by Night Cycling After That!

Must Stay Healthy!

And And I Starting to Miss My Dear Cleona Tan Yi Ru!I wonder.. What Is She Doing Right Now At Bangkok.hehe.Hope she’s having Fun Right Now.Can’t Wait For her to get back to Singapore.

Time to update

2010-03-14T17:50:00.010+08:00

Just Reached home From swimming with My Dearest Cousin cum Friend.

Hazzy Hazirah.

So far, this is the third time me swimming with her.

Well. School's Out! So that means, I have More Time To Exercise.

I Really-Really Need to lose weight before Graduation day Which Falls on the 4th May 2010.

Really-Really Must have that discipline.

Today We went sun-tanning.

Plus Swimming.

And trust me,

Both of us look like Niger.

So DARK!

But nevermind,

I like!

hahaha.

So Time to update EVERYTHING.

Hahaha.

Seriously It's been awesome for the past few days.

Not to mention the last day of school.

Believe me,

In school, It's Sucks!

Why?

Well, Not because of last day but because We didnt get to say our

last goodbyes in a proper manner.

Well, It's Fine for me.

Just have to wait 4th May For us to get back together again.

But that time round,

All of us will be Different.

Trust me,

This Gonna be a very long post.

Starts with 3th March 2010, Wednesday.

Went Out With Yiru

So sweet of her to meet me at KKH.

Travelled All the way from Marine Parade.

There's Eugenia as well as Siew Cheung With us.

Eat Breeks At Marina Square.

And Very Hilarious Incident Happened.

I tell You,

Eventhough It Already Happened For Quite Some time,

I can Still Remember it. Crystal Clear.

Infact, I AM LAUGHING RIGHT NOW!

Stupid Eugenia!

Hahahah.

Took Pictures Here and There.

Eugenia and SC went off early and left with me and Yiru.

We talked and laughed until our stomach wanna Burst.

5th of March 2010, Friday.

It's the last day of Attachment.

Afternoon Shift on that day.

And we get to know our Final Grading of the Year 2 Clinical Practice (CP)

And I really-Really Thank Allah For This.

Yep, My Final Grading is 83%, so that means I get A For my CP Year 2!

Hopefully Will get into Polytechnic.

It's okay if I didn't get selected For Paramedic Course.

Cos, To think of it, I think I can't make The Right Decision When There's

Emergency.

I think The Casualty will die faster if I'm the one Handle.

hahaa.

Hangout with my two crazy friends.

Hazirah supposed to join us but She can't.

She need rest for her face!

hahaa.

Wawan and SC came to my area at Midnight.

We supposed to be resting at home Because Tomorrow we will be having

Pot Luck.

But we are just plain stuborn.

And there we go.One Crazy Night.

Talked to zahid on the phone before heading to bed.

People starting to wake up,

I go sleep.

Clever.

pfft.

6th March 2010, Saturday.

Having Pot Luck At Eugenia's Crib With The Lovely

CP Team Mates Plus Two of our Lovely Teachers.

The dress code for the Pot Luck is,

Girls : Dress.

Guys : Smart.

I really wanna thank hazirah for everything.

Yes.

The make-up.

The Dress.

Everything.

I seriously so Thankful to her.

So many food to eat. Sing Karaoke.

And Eugenia's Crib is fucking Awesome! Bungalow ehk. 4th Storeys.

So rich.

And And I touched DOG for the very first time!

hahaa.

To the muslim, It's not that we can't touch dogs.

It's just that we can't touch their's nose or saliva.

Al-Quran didn't state that we, Muslim Can't Touch Dogs.

Don't be Narrow Minded k.

Took pictures and we had so much fun! Like seriously.

If anyone ever ask me, who complete me as a person.

My answer would be, My CP Friends and as well as all My CP teachers.

They are the one who make me become a better person.

They are the one who gone throught thick and thin with me throughout my journey in Nursing.

Went sheesha with Hazirah,Maisarah,Siew Cheung and Auni.

After the outing. I AM SERIOUSLY EXHAUSTED.

And I really need sleep.

Because I have Not been Sleeping That well.

Can really see my Big eyebag.

Like Panda!

7th March 2010, Sunday.

Swimming With Hazzy Hazirah In the Morning.

and

PARAMORE CONCERT In the Evening.

AWESOME!

They Activate the Adrenaline so Fucking well!

Paramore Rock My Green Socks!

And I can't tell You How Tired I am.

With All the Jumping and Shouting.

And I looked SO FUCKING RED LIKE LOBSTER after that Sun Tanning that morning.

Meet Zahid After the concert.

Reached home at 2am.

Gosh! what A Day!

And I have School the very next day which starts at 9am.

8th March 2010, Monday.

School for 1 week.

This is the very last week in school.

Day 1 At school, did Fund Raising.

Which is to collect Tin.

Lots and lots of tins.

Me,shidah and huda smart.

Why?

Because we went to Cafe 2, we told the Aunty that we want the tin.

so.. While we Eat, The aunty clear the table,collect the tins and but inside the black plastic bag and

gave it to us.

HAHAHAHAA.

End at 12.

Meeting Yiru with Hazzy Hazirah.

Plan To Donate Blood But sadly, HSA closed on Monday.

So, We just hang out at Douby Ghaut.

Eat LJS at there. And Hang out at Eunos.

I am so Tired that I dozed Off in the Bus.

So do Hazirah.

10th March 2010, Wednesday.

Meet Munirah at Eastpoint.

Accompany her to print Photos

and Went to Maisarah's Crib To Decorate Birthday Cake.

While Munirah was busy decorating the birthday cake, I play with

Maisarah's Baby Rabbit.

For Your Infomation, Maisarah's Rabbit Gave Birth 11 rabbits.

Hahaahahaa.

Her house is The House of rabbits lah.

So many sia.

11th March 2010, Thursday.

Meet Yiru To donate Blood.

hahahha.

Never Give up ehk we.

Die-die want to donate blood.

hahahaha.

Well, It's a good thing to do though.

Saving people's life.

We are the Life Saver!

Went to Suntec to Eat.

Jalan-jalan and accompany her to find and buy shoe.

hehe.

Great time!

I tell you, Being with her, So many Funny Incidents Happened.

We can really laughed the whole day.

Remember When We At the Train?

Our head were like moving according to the motion of the train.

and we were like talking with our head moving.

Seriously That was so Funny!

And then ended up complaint, SOB and Tachycardia.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAA.

12th March 2010, Friday.

That day was the last day of school.

Yeah.

We had two talks and after that, Off we go.

Took Pictures. Was feel kinda sad. Because we won't be seeing each other til 4th May.

After what we gone through, this 2 years.

And Now, This is the end.

Hope that all the friendship that we build will last forever.

Outing with FSH.

Sounds like Follicle-Stimulating Hormones

hahaha.

But It's Actually Fadhilah,Shidah,Huda

Went to Fort Canning Park For A Mini Picnic.

Had So much fun!

So long never hang out with them.

I heart you girls!

Okay, I am So tired right now.

Yep,

This are all the updates.

I wanna Congratulate Azri For Being accepted in the Paramedics!

This is what you want Boy!

Go Strive it!

I need to find Part time Job Urgently.

Don't wanna rot at home for too long.

Got alot of pictures to upload but Im just too lazy to do.

Only God Knows how irritating this blogger is.

Paramore Concert

2010-03-07T16:50:00.002+08:00

Omg.

I've Been Busy With Everything Until I Don't Even Have A Time

To Update Anything.

It's Been A Week.

And I Apologise For That.

I will update everything When I'm Free.

Promise(:

But Right Now,

I need to get ready.

PARAMORE CONCERT.

YES!

Finally!

This Is What I've Been Waiting For.

Chao!

Busy Weekend.

2010-02-28T21:42:00.004+08:00

This Weekend Was Awesome.

Friday MidNight Meet Hazzy And Siew Cheung. Suppposingly Munirah should join.

But she Stucked At someone's Home.

hahahah.

First Time saw Hazzy really Kang chiong wanna go toilet.

Should see her face sia.

Ran like a Pregnant Woman. ( holding on her tummy)

Muahhahah!

4am Went to Hazzy's House To chill.

By 5am, Siew Cheung's eyes Already Steam Kodok. (Sleepy)

By 5.30am I'm Under My Block.

It Didn't End There.

I was Fucking suprised That He Was There.

Waiting.

Saturday.

Meet Shabrinah and Syai.

Two Bloddy week Never Meet Her.

haha.

Normally She Will Come To My house Every weekend

to Help My Mum Do Curry Puff.

But Her Exams Is Around The Corner,

So Need To Focus.

Went to Bugis To Sheesha.

Nice.

Crazy Sia.

Sunday.

Went Swimming With Hazirah And Munirah.

Plan To Go Gym And Swimming,

But Hazzy Said She Don't Want To Over-Stretch Our Muscle.

Yes!

We Make Promise With Each Other

To Go Swimming Or Gym Every Weekend
If Not Saturday, Then It Will Be Sunday.

Hahaha.

Went To Century Square and Tampines mall to Survey Some stuffs.

And I am Very Tired Right Now.

5 More Days To Go.

Infact 10 More Days To Go.

And That's The End Of Me Being A Student Nurse.

Okay.

Upcoming Activities.

- Meeting My Close Friend, Yiru On Wednesday With Eugenia.

And I'm So Excited About Meeting her.

- Spending Time With Munirah And Hazirah On Friday, The Whole Night Until Morning.

- Outing With StinkyKid ( Shidah ) And SloppyKid (Huds) On Saturday.

- Paramore Concert On Sunday.

-Back To School On Monday.

Spending time With My Friends Is Wayyyy wayyyy Better Than Spending Time With You!

And Why In The world I have to Listen To What You're Saying Where You Don't Even Want To Listen

to me.

You Are SO Freaking Annoying.

You Don't Expect me To Go Back Home All The Way From Bugis Just To

Take My passport and Go Johor With You!

I can't simply leave My Friends Just to Go Johor With You.

You Always Talked About Fairness.

When I ask You To Come And Spend Time With My Friends, You Will

Always Give Hundred And One Reasons Of Not Coming.

But When I don't Wanna Follow You To Meet Your Friends, You Will

Make It A Big Issue!

FUCKER!

Bad Day

2010-02-25T23:32:00.004+08:00

Today supposingly should be a better day for us.

Nah.

Something Really Bad Happened.

I feel Kinda Sad When Mdm Tan Said Something.

Don't Want To Elaborate here lah.

Ate Dinner With Dear Bestfriend Lin, At KFC Singapore Post There.

It's Been So Long Since I eat KFC.

Both Of us kept on Asking Each Other What to eat.

So At Last, KFC.

I'm Not That Hungry actually.

Well, I am, But That When I Just Came Back From Work.

Slept For 2 Hours,

hahah.

Funny Part Is That, I was Still Sleeping When Lin Called Saying that

She wanna go Out From The House,

I Tried My Best To Sound like as if I was already awake.

But, She can REALLY Know That I Just Woke up.

hahaha.

She Knows Me Too Much Already.

That's Bad.

Should Try The Egg Tart There.

Fucking Awesome.

Sedappppp nak mampos.

Meet Him Under My Block.

Miss Him!

Two Days Didn't meet him Due To my Stupid Shift.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Ohh! Wish Lin GOOD LUCK ON READING "P.S I LOVE YOU" BOOK.

The Book That She Bought 3 Years Ago. (2007)

She Said that she wanna Read It Until Finish.

=.=

Don't Know What's In Her Mind Right Now.

Siao!

I Think She Sick And Tired Of Holidays Already.

Hahahaha!

This is what happened when you finish your final year project too early.

Muahahaha!

Lin,

Suddenly watch animation "One Piece"

Ehem ehem, Asal ehk?

Muahahahaa.

=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+

Congratulation Yiru!

Exams Are Officially Over.

hehe.

Simply Can't Wait To Meet Her Next Week!

When I see You,

I wanna Hug You Like As If I Never Hug You Before.

Hahaha.

New Posting.

2010-02-21T23:45:00.005+08:00

Just 14 More Days.

PARAMORE CONCERT!

Gosh.

I'm Dying to Go.

Just Endure Fadhilah.

7th March 2010.

Singapore Indoor Stadium.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

New Posting.

Not Looking Forward.

KKH.

First Week.

In Women's Ward.

Afternoon, Afternoon, Afternoon, Morning, Morning.

Not Looking Forward.

Second Week. ( Last Week)

Peads Ward.

Morning, Morning, Morning, Afternoon, Afternoon.

Not Looking Forward.

But Last Day,

Will Be having Pot Luck.

LOOKING FORWARD.

At first I Heard PORK LARD.

But Actually POT LUCK.

Okay, Sound System Rosak.

=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+

To My Dearest Friend,

Cleona Tan Yi Ru aka My Green Teeth,

Good Luck For Your Examination.

Jia You Girl!

To My Dear Friend, Hafiz,

Happy 24th Birthday.

FREE

2010-02-20T17:39:00.002+08:00

Going Out With My Cousin Later At 1830hrs.

She Wanna Watch Movie.

Since It's Free, So Why Not I Tag Along.

hehehehehehehe.

Anyway, It's Been So Long Since I hang Out With Her.

If I reject, She will Always Complaint

that I Care About My friends Rather

Than I care About My Own Family.

=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+

Yep.

My Two lovely Cousins.

Nur Rafidah Bte Mohamad Aziz.

And Not Forgeting Small Boy.

Shahizan Bin Abdul Samad.

Both Of Them Have Been Staying With Me

Since They Were Small.

I won't Be Feeling So Lonely With Them Around.

I Already Treated Them Like My Own

Siblings.

Without Them, I Don't Think My life will Be That Fun.

Seriously, It's Sucks Being the Only Child.

Boring To The Max.

And Thank God I Have Them.

=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+

Need To Get Ready.

Till Then.

I Miss Zahid.

End Of CGH Chapter.

2010-02-19T23:25:00.004+08:00

Finally.

End Of Medical/Surgical Posting At CGH.

Just Finished With My TWO-DAYS of Night Shift.

And I am left with Mother And Child Posting For Two

Weeks.

I don't wanna think How the hell I'm going to go to KKH

for now.

And thank God This Monday, I'm in Afternoon shift.

Afternoon Shift Means More Time

For me To Sleep.

hehehehe.

_________________________________________

And Now,

What I'm Thinking is that, What am I

Going to do After I graduate.

Seriously, I fear that I won't be Selected for

Polytechnic.

And seriously I regret For not Taking the Bond

When I joined Nursing Last Two Years ago.

How lei.

Help me God.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Night shift Was Great.

Really.

No matter how Much I dragged of Wanting to

go to work,

Still,

There's Fun Part Happened.

Yep.

Got one Incident Where me and Eugenia Wanted to go Toilet.

We Both Just Went Out Of the Ward,

Heading Towards The Toilet.

It Was 0245hrs,

She Said Something Stupid Which

Make both of us Screamed and Ran Back to the ward.

STUPID.

Laughed like Nobody Business.

She Wanted to scare me In the End She's The one

Who Scream.

Siao.

Ate Nasi Lemak.

Because Really Cannot Tahan Already.

Me and Eugenia Share-Share Food.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Second Night Was better.

Quite Relaxing I must say.

By 0030hrs,

My eyes Is begging me To shut.

Having To do Hourly Parameter,

I force myself to Do Work.

5 Patients- Hourly Parameters.

1 patient- 2 Hourly Para.

1 patient- 3 Hourly Para.

And and and Bed 42 Is FUCKING IRRITATING!

Kept On Pressing the call bell.

Not Tired Is it?

You pressed The Call Bell Just

Wanting Me to Scratch Your Damn Back.

BODOH.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

At 0715hrs,

Off Duty.

Knowing that Eugenia Left me.

Never Wait For me.

I sad sei.

haha.

We Both Really Really Cannot Tahan already.

I was So Sleepy Until I missed

Bus 38.

I waited For That Damn Bus For Almost Half and Hour.

Can't Believe that I Dozed Off At the Bus-Stop.

When I opened My eyes, I saw 38 Went off already.

-.-

That only One Thing.

Another Thing,

I Board The Next Bus,

I Slept Until I Reached Interchange.

Wah Lau.

My Bus-Stop is 3 stops Before Interchange

But Because

I Exceed My Bus-stop,

I have To Walk Back Home.

Reached Home At Almost 9am.

Shower and Straightaway I'm At dreamland.

10 hours Of Sleeping,

And My head Is like a Rock!

Suppose to meet him But

Guess That I was Too Tired To Get out

Of my Room.

=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=

Won't be seeing Zahid Until Sunday

as He have To Go to Melaka With his Family.

So Weekend, I'm Free.

Woohoo!

haha.

I wanna say Sorry to you that I

Didn't Spend time With you that much.

All I ever Do is Just Keep on

Complaining to you That I'm Tired

But Never Think About Your Feelings.

But I guess I was Too Ego to say All this To You.

I Know You Won't Read It Cos You Don't Even

Have Any Idea That I do Have A Blog.

Nevermind.

I don't want you to know Anyway.

And I thank God That You're Not

The Computer Type Who will

Always Wanna Go Facebook/Blog/Tagged Besides Playing

Computer Games So That

You Won't Know What I wanna

Complaint About you.

Nevertheless, I Do Miss You.

Night Shift Here I Come

2010-02-17T18:14:00.004+08:00

Today is The First Day Of Night Shift.

And I'm Working with Eugenia.

Will I doze Off?

Especially Working with Someone Who cannot Tahan Staying up All Night.

That time,During our Slumber Party at the hotel,

She Slept around 1030pm.

-.-

hahaha.

Eugenia, Let's Do Crazy Stuff to make us stay awake!

Second Night, Let's order Macdonalds okay.

haha.

It's 6.40pm now.

There's No time To take A Nap.

My Friends Advised me To Sleep First Before

Heading to Work.

But, Look at the time now.

haha.

Ask To sleep, Don't want to sleep.

Later Complaint Sleepy.

haha.

7.30pm need to get ready

and

By 8.15pm, I must be Out.

And Dear, Sorry.

I Know you Tired.

Which is why I Don't want you to sent me.

Anyway CGH is So Near.

haha.

Sayang You lah.

Suddenly I kinda miss my Dear Friend, YIRU.

Haiyo.

Won't be working with her anymore.

Boring sei.

I Miss You YIRU!

Okay-okay,

Need to Get ready.

Like Someone said, 2 hours more To Night Shift.

Muahaha.

ohh-ohh!

If You Guys Wanna Watch Movie,

I Recommend You All to Watch This!

Percy Jackson And the Lightning Theif.

Seriously Damn Nice.

Wayyyy Better Than Harry Potter.

haha.

Last Monday was Crazy!

Love Lin, Faizah and Not Forgetting Aisha!

Nothing better to Do.

2010-02-15T16:04:00.005+08:00

I don't Know why I kept on Taking Pictures Of my Two Cats.

hehe.

And It was Them I kiss First ImmediatelyWhen I reached home.

Instead Of Kissing My Both Parents's Hand First.

hehe.

So Bad.

Okay Let me Give you a Proper Introduction

of My Two Lovely Cats.

Picture Above.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

First Picture.

Name: Koko

Age: Coming to 2 Years Old.

Found On the 12 August 2008.

Infront Of My Doorstep.

He's So Small Like The size Of my Palm.

Don't Know who Put Him.

Wearing A Pair Of Socks And Golves so-called.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Second Picture.

Name: Bread. (I know Weird Name. It's My mum Who

Gave My cat Such A Weird Name-.-)

But I call Him "Bad" Because He so Naughty!

Age: Coming to 4 Years.

Date Of Birth: 17 November 2006

And He Enjoys Sleeping Above me.

Very Heavy!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Both Of them like To go out and Come Back Very late!

_______________________________

And I Love Them So Much!

And Not Forgetting, TETRA

From Left, Azlina, Aisha, Faizah and me!

I Miss You Girls So Much Lah!

It's So long Since We hang out Together.

And I mean, The Four Of us.

Not Three Or Two.

Yes ah.

All of Us Gonna Graduate Soon!

So Fast Right?

Last time See Each other 13 years old.

Now coming to 21 years old Already.

hahaha.

Goodluck Hor

Lin : You Finish Your Project already. So Free! Can Shake Leg. BioTech So Easy Kan?

Faizah : Your PRCP. Future Staff Nurse Sei!

Aisha : Your Final Year 3 Exams. Future Accountant Sei!

~~~~~~

After That, We can Go On Holiday.

Out Of Singapore.

Lin, Go ask your Parents' Permission Faster!

hee.

~~~~~~~~~~~

I Love You Girls Many-Many!

~~~~~~~~~~~

Lastly.

Please.

I want this Headpiece so Badly.

Anyone Wanna Buy For me?

hehe.

Anyone??

hehehehehe.

Yes.

It Has to Be Green.

And It Cost $129

SO EXPENSIVE.

I DON'T LIKE THE PRICE.

Last Day to you But Not to ME

2010-02-13T18:37:00.007+08:00

Finally Weekend.

The best part is that, 4 Days Of Holiday!

Woooyaah!

Hehe.

This is One Thing that I like about Chinese New Year.

Yesterday Was Yiru's last day.

But the Good Part is That, We had Fun Yeasterday.

It's nice Working with you Girl Eventhough

It's just only For Two weeks seeing you

and 3 days Of same Shift with you!

Good Luck On your Exams

and

Wanna Wish you

Happy Chinese New Year

and

Happy Valentine's Day!

And and Yiru!

If you need any help or anything,

feel free to text me aite!

I love you la!

and Gonna Miss You!

Don't Forget us okay!

Here are the pictures that we took

before We went back Home.

See all the Pictures can make me laughed

la.

And lastly,

Happy Birthday to Linn's dad!

Lin! wish your dad Happy Birthday For me hor!

(:

3 more weeks to Go!

Come on girls!

We can Do It!

I Must Change!

2010-02-11T23:16:00.005+08:00

Starting my Day By Meeting My Sweet Lovely Friend With her Green Teeth And a Sweet Smile,

Cleona!(Yiru)(:

at Parkway Parade.

Okay, This Is one thing that I Really Hate About my Attitude.

I have Difficulties on Meeting People On Time!

No matter how Hard I Tried to make it on Time,

I will still be Late.

That's my weakness.

And I hate it So Much.

I wanna make a change!

One Incident That struck me is Today.

I was suppose to meet My Green Teeth (Yiru) at 1045am.

But ended up I Reached Parkway at 1135am!

Shit la.

Seriously I feel Really-Really Damn Bad.

I was suppose to accompany her to get her things but ended up she

get it on her own.

Stupid me!

Yes i know I'm such a Bad friend.

She is someone that i just knew.

But I make her wait

for me.

Sorry Sayang. really-really sorry.

Reached Parkway,

Saw her With this one Big Plastic Bag.

What's Inside?

Dog Food.

HAHAHA~

Cute la you!

We headed to Banquet.

Had our Lunch Before we start Work.

And Seriously, Yiru, If you Read this,

I am seriously Touched When I saw You hold

Back Your Tears When I told you about my

Cat.

Seriously No one in the World Whom i Knew Will

Cry When they get to know About my dying cat.

Animal Lover lah you.

I like!

Off we Go to work.

Took Taxi Because Fear of getting late.

(well, We are already late Because we Missed The 1215pm Bus)

Talked about Fell Down In the taxi.

HAHAA!

I've Watched your Video!

Funny sia!

Reached Hospital, Start Work

Well Not Really start work.

STOMACHACHE!

-.-

We had Briefing.

Yes Arh!

I always Like Briefing.

Can Waste-waste time.

haha~

I didn't see Wan and Azri.

I miss Hanging out With Wan After Work.

Mdm Tan Go through With us About Infant Bathing.

Yea~

After This Posting, We will Be going To KKH.

Yes. That's Our very last Posting.

1 Week of Going to School

And Then,

G.R.A.D.U.A.T.I.O.N!

Work till 9pm.

Off We go.

And I end My Day By Meeting Him!

Shocked sia.

I was Talking on the phone with my friend,

suddenly someone snatched my handphone from behind.

FUCK!

I thought History gonna Repeat again.

Sekali it's him.

I didn't know that he wanna come.

Stupid!

I went Tachycardia for while sei.

Okay-okay.

Need to sleep Now!

Meeting Green Teeth Early tomorrow.

oops! Sorry arh i called you Green Teeth.

heee..

GUA SAYANG LU HOR!!

And I don't wanna be late.

I promise her already.

And and Please Please take Picture Together Tomorrow!

peace out.

ohh!

If i were to Given an Opportunity To ride a Bike.

I wanna Ride THIS!

But sadly, I'm Short!

I can Even Touch the ground When I ride this Bike.

AND

My Parents Don't allow me ride a bike Because it's too dangerous.

-.-

Typical sei.

Why is The weather Is Freaking hot?

2010-02-10T21:48:00.004+08:00

What is wrong with the Weather nowadays?
Seriously, I've Sweating Non-stop Hit!

Especially when I'm at The ward.

It's like as if I'm inside the Sauna Room.
And yes. I kept on drinking alot of water due to dehydration.

And seriously, I hate when I'm Sweating.

Blurgh.

Okay stop talking about the weather.

Haha!

Morning Shift Was Fun Today.

Yes! Yes!

I still have to Shower patients. One by One.

Update all the I/Os.

4 Hourly Parameters

BUT

No Hourly Parameter (:

Changing of Diapers.

But the Fun part is that,

I same Shift With Cleona!(Yiru)

Haa!

That's what I really Want so much.

Same Shift With her Before she Go off as This Week will be

Her last Week in The ward.

Tomorrow lagi Better.

Same Team With her.

I just like To work with her la.

The Friend Whom I enjoy Being around with.

Seriously it's fun.
And She's very nice to Hang out with!

Today We went to Parkway Parade To get Our things.

She wanna Get a Cardboard while I want to get a Book.

Ended up, She get her things while me, Empty Handed.

Haaha!

And and I learned Thai Language!

haha!

Like, " Chan Ruk Tur" means I Love You .

Count 1-10 in Thai.

I Forgot the rest.

Muahaha!

Not that easy okay.

My Pronounciation SUCKS!

Thanks for the Great time Love!

((:

Headed back home.

Washed up. And Take a Nap For while.

He called me. Asked to Accompany him Go eat

But I Was just plain Lazy.

I am SO sorry Dear.

Next time k.

Seriously i'm Totally Shagged After work.

I promise Weekend I'll Meet you.

And You Don't have to contact my Bestfriend just to ask questions about me okay.

Seriously I don't like it.

Just have a little more Patience.

Don't get her Involve in our Arguement.

And seriously I mean it!

Okay. Let me Introduce you To My Love Life.

His Name is KOKO!

I just Cant Help it see This Picture.

Like as if He wears a Pair of Gloves.

HAHAHA!

I love you. But Why do We have to be this way.

2010-02-09T23:22:00.003+08:00

Too tired to update.

I will when I'm free.

Need to charge my Energy as I will be In Morning Shift Tomorrow.

~~~~

Goodnight!

My Ward Team Is So Kecoh Just Now.

2010-02-08T23:19:00.003+08:00

Monday Blue. -.-

Actually i don't have any mood to go to work.

I slept at 4am yesterday because of Someone.

And If you were to read this, I am Sick and Tired of Argueing the same old topic.

Nevermind then.

Drop Topic.

Today, Afternoon shift.

As usual, I reached the ward 10-15 minutes earlier.

One good thing is that, I did not rushed myself to go to the Bus-Stop.

heh.

And as I was waiting for passing report, Suddenly One staff nurse said,

"ahh!! Come!Come! You Strong! You wear full PPE and go to Bed1. Help the staff nurse to

do dressing."

-.-

Okaylah. I thought just for awhile only.

In the end, I stuck in the room for 1 hour plus.

Shiok Sia! Stuck inside the Room With FULL PPE.

I haven't start work lei. My Uniform was Soaked with Sweat.

I Sweat like nobody Business.

-.-

And as Usual, People finish work, I start Work.

Okay, that is Only one part.

~~~~~~~~~~~

There's Part 2.

While I was doing the 8pm Parameter, I don't want to mention the name. I just mention the

Bed Number lah okay. Those who work same place with me will know.

I was doing Parameter at Bed 23. Suddenly Bed 23 said she want

eye drop.

I said Give already.

She keep on asking for her Eye Drop until She's Angry, She scold me.

Wah.

Shouted for her Eye Drop.

Noisy already.

Then Bed 25 Asked me to take off Her Restrainer Because She said

she want to Pray.

-.-

I said Cannot. Then she scold me.

-.-

Shouted.Shouted.

But the funny part is that, Bed 23 was shouting at the staffs for her Eye Drop,

BUT Bed 25 Thought that Bed 23 Scold her for asking people to take off the

restrainer.

So Bed 25 Shouted Back at Bed 23.

Bed 23 so Innocent sia.

hahaha.

WAH!

Noisy sia!

~~~~~~~~~~

Damn Funny sia.

So at 9pm, Off Duty!

hee..

Now Im tired and Yes! Yes! I want to sleep!

But I keep on rubbing my eyes!

Pain Sia!

Cant Wait for Tomorrow!

Because From 1pm to 3pm Got Talk. The Aussie People

is going to do Some Presentation at the

Auditorium.

~~~~~~~~~~~

And I can't Wait for Wednesday and Thursday too!

Cos I Same Shift With Yi Ru ( Gigi Green! )

Muahaha!

~~~~~~~~~~~~

And to NPY Year 2 Girl ( I Cant Remember Her Name. hee)

Don't be nervous Aite when you do Some Skills With

teacher.

Have Confident Because I belive you can do it!

~~~~~~~~~~

Kite Fly High~

2010-02-07T22:52:00.003+08:00

Woke up when Shabby came to my house at 12 Noon.

She literally jumped onto my bed.

Which make me wake so sudden!

Spend time with her for while before she headed to work.

Eat lunch with Shabby and Syai.

Around 6.30pm,

went down to meet my two lovely ladies.

Today, Me,Lin and Faizah went to the open space at Tampines there and fly a kite~

yea~

hell fun!

But sad thing is that, Aisha won't be able to join us because of her Final Year Project.

But it's okay then.

Next time There will be Tetra Outing.

(:
Actually its been a long time since i play this kind of stuffs.

I think fly kite is my hobby for now.

haha.

So after that,

we headed to Aisha's House because Faizah need to settle her school stuff at there.

Played Tai Ti ( Is it correct the spelling??)

Watched this one Comedy At Suria with Aisha's family.

Went to Pasar malam to buy food.

Because me and Lin were Damn Hungry.

haha!

So, They went home While i still have to meet One more person.

Which is Him.

Eat just 3 bite of Burger and the Rest...

hmm...you know who ate it.

-.-

And here i am.

At Home.

At last!

Need to Prepare for Tomorrow.

Lucky afternoon shift. (But i still Don't like Afternoon.)

People finish work, i Have to start work.

-___-"

Team 2 will be my Team Starting from Tomorrow.

I just Simply Cant wait For CNY.

Can Rest.

R.E.S.T!

haha!

But then after CNY, Wednesday and Thursday will be My N.I.G.H.T Shift.

And Yes!

I've Update My Blog!

Welcome back!

here i am

2010-02-07T04:05:00.002+08:00

IM BACK!

Just give me a little time for me to reconstruct back my blog.

And i will be in track in no time.

2009-09-24T20:41:00.003+08:00

hello...firstly i would like to wish all muslim a very Selamat hari raya!
yep2..so sorry didnt get to update the blog...since lin brought her mini laptop with her, so i take this opportunity to update this blog of mine!heh..
opps! sorry lin!!heh..ala...kau kan bestfriend aku...mesti kau paham aku ler...
so...during the fasting month, well in fact the very last day of ramadhan, okay laa...semer orang was very superly busy...pasang langsir laa...buat kueh laa...ya ya...tat include me too...sibuk nk mampos...tapi, despite busy2 nie, sempat g bazaar geylang...hahah...ya! actually, there's alot of thing that i had not done, but me and cousins went to geylang for the very last time... yep... at 2 am plus, me and cousin went to geylang..do our last shopping..
tat day seriously didnt sleep for 24hrs!!
haha...okay2...watever...
so...jalan2 raye wit family..well almost everyday keluar...haha...
than, today, right now, im with yinn and faizah...hang out with them..
eat at BBQ chicken and chill at coffee bean..while they talked, i blogged..nyeh3...
bebual pasal hal ehwal...haiyo...problem sharing...problem based learning..haha...
ohh...so far am having 3 weeks of holiday...yea~~~~finally can pampered myself...relaxing slacking rotting at home...hahahaha....happy life...
ohh...wanna share something...before school holiday, me and my friends (syuhada,huda) celebrated rina and shidah's birthday...
yep2..our hard work paid off when we saw their happy plus shock faces when we distribute their presents!heh..
so on that day itself, we(exclude huda) went to marina square to break fast and followed by playing pool.yeah...
so yeah...we'd fun!
okay2 gtg before they come...hahaha...
i'll see you soon...i'll update when there's occasion.ohya... this coming weekend, im going out jalan2 raye with my secondary school friends!!yea~~~gathering....
cant wait!!!
ouh ya... before i go...
try to listen to this song "Remembering sunday" by all time low..
gosh!!its awesome! seriously...
so any updates about nice and new songs, feel free to let me know ya...
okay toodles!!!

here we go....

2009-09-07T20:30:00.004+08:00

finally attachment finished~~
must say...all the effort paid off...that i should thank god..
last day of attachment was at IMH..yea...its been great at there..
to all my dear team mates, its been great being wit you all..seriously we were like one big family...
and to hazy, thanks for the ride throughout the whole posting in IMH..
you're the best cousin cum friend ever! and thanks for helping and pushing me until im up to my standard..cheeros to you girl!
am now going back to school for CR week...
supposingly..for our class,BCLS will only be held when the term open BUT! its been brought forward!
is that a good thing???or bad??
idk..but for sure...i don't have mood for sudden stress..the level really shoot up drastically!
its this friday and monday...
i don't know how but i guess i have to do it...for once! for the last time..doing something which i don'r really like but its important to me.
well...no pain no gain..
today was the first day of CR week..
so far, it was fine.. get to see all the faces which i havent seen for quite some time..
its great to see most of my classmates get to go up to the next level...which is our very last 2.2 in campus..
as usual, people change..well that's include me too,i cant deny and i admit.
hopefully its a good change for me.something positive.
but...okay bear with me for while...i just need to let out something..
something or someone is really different..i don't know whether that person catch up my reaction of the face.but..for sure, i can sense...someone really realy already moving on...without me...
its really different...i don't know whether what i observe and think is true but that's my thought.
so many things i don't know. easy say, its like as if i just get to know you today.its like we just become friends. back to square one.
its really akward..its true that we talked.we always together. and i enjoyed that.seriously.but...the thing that make me sad is that..... you move on... without me...seems that you're happy with other people.yea..truly, i felt so left out.having to get to know what happened to you and your life from your own mouth..
i should be happy for you upon hearing that you're happy..but.........i don't know why..felt so down after get to know all this...
sometimes i wonder, am i not good enough for a friend..bestfriend..sister..everything...
i cant even have good conversation with you at times which i think we both aware of it...times that i wanna spent was left unspend..
but.. i didnt know...didnt know that all this can led to be this way...
eventhough am with you, somehow, am kinda miss you... i always asked myself, is it possible we go back to the start...
i always miss the person that i'd known since the day we became friends.
=(

where are you now

2009-08-30T16:58:00.002+08:00

To my favorite teachertold me never give upTo my 5th grade crushwho I thought I really lovedTo the guys I missedAnd the girls we kissed,where are you now?To my ex best friendsDon't know how we grew apartTo my favorite bandsand sing-alongs in my carTo the face I seeIn my memories,Where are you now?Where are you now?Cause I'm thinkin of youYou showed me howHow to live like I doIf it wasn't for youI would never be who I amTo my first girlfriendI thought for sure was the oneTo my last girlfriendSorry I screwed it upTo the ones I loved,Didn't show it enoughWhere are you now?Where are you now?Cause I'm thinkin of youYou showed me howHow to live like I doIf it wasn't for youI would never be who I amI know we'll never see those days againAnd it means we'll never be that way againBut that's just how it goespeople change but I knowI won't forget youWoah ohwoah ohoh ohhTo the ones who caredWho were there from the startTo the love that lefttook a piece of my heartTo the few who'd swearI never go anywhereWhere are you now?Where are you now?Cause I'm thinkin' of youYou showed me howHow to live like I doIf it wasn't for youI would never be who I amIf it wasn't for youI would never be who I am nowIf it wasn't for youI would be nothingWhere are you now?

SO....TADAAA

2009-08-26T21:05:00.000+08:00

moshimoshi...hello...long time never update...been soo lazy to update...haha..
furthermore..i've been so tired..sorry ya..
well2...right now, ive been posted to IMH...good thing is that, no more stress laa..cos all the skills alreay achieved...alhamdulilah... but the hell part is that, you have to wake up early in the morning!! fucking shit!!! okay ar..waking up in the morning is not a problem to me...but...the thing that i dont really like is that, you have to be out by 530am sharp...if you missed one bus, tats it...jawab nye taxi laa..15 bucks gone for nothing...seriously its really rushing...i dont like to be in a rush...
2 weeks in IMH...im in all morning shift for the whole 2 weeks..only 1 day in afternoon..
have to wake up at 4am!IMAGINE!!!4AM!!!!! just to get ready..after getting ready,eat (sahur) quickly,by 530am i must be out...haiya...very tiring laa...reached hospital like one kind of zombie walking...
will be like this all the way until the end of 2 weeks...GREAT!!
so let me summarise everything... 1st day at IMH..Orientation...
Splendid! i was looking forward in this posting actually... but i dun like the journey..leceh!
now day 3..so far, what we did is look after them...organized structure activity for them..hahahahha...i realize they like to do colourig and drawing...and folding origami!! nice...
so lets hope it will be a wonderful experience...
given a project by our cp teacher...
have to do some research...which is why i update my blog today...cos i have to switch on the comp to do some work...
heh...
well... next tuesday is HOLIDAY!!!! yes!!!a day off for me!!!!can sleep! yeah~~~
teacher's day mah...
ohya,i just cant wait for the movie which will be showing at cinema soon..THE TIME TRAVELER'S WIFE...gawd.............IM SO ADDICTTED TO THAT STORY LAA....I even have the book right now...hehe....
so... tmr's plan...linn ajak tengok wayang, bandslam...haiya...gt vannesa hudgens laa...that's why...she so obsessed with this actress...and syed too!!!idk why...i dun understand both of them laa..
so...will be breaking fast with her tmr..and after that watch movie with her...dasyat ek kau!!sembahyang terawih tak nak..tgk wayang plak...
well...i think tats all la...i need to stop now...wanna rest, seriously ive been feeling sooo sleepy...after i reached home, i will just sleep until breaking fast...so buruk sei!!!really2 need to change..i know its not good to sleep wen the breaking fast is near...but i cant help it...too shagged!!!
okay peeps.time to go...i'll see ya soon aite...
take care world...
=)

paramore- ignorance

2009-08-16T22:54:00.002+08:00

If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well, I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle, a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore
Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well sentence me to another life.

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same
No, well, we're not the same
We're the friends who stuck together,
We wrote our names in blood,
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend,
Ignorance is your new best friend

This is the best thing that could've happened;
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person, but you can't take it
The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well, now I can fend for myself

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same
No, well, we're not the same
Yeah, we used to stick together,
We wrote our names in blood,
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well,I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend,
Ignorance is your new best friend.
Ignorance is your new best friend,
Ignorance is your new best friend.

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out

Ypu treat me just like another stranger,
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out

2009-08-16T22:08:00.002+08:00

hey ya...
kinda sick today..so just a quick recap laa k...
when im free and have mood to update, i'll update everything aite..
well.. its been week 6 of attachment...how time flies...
i've been working at ward 9...which is th general ward..both medical and surgical ward..
at first,yup of course, have to know the routine of the ward.. and yea...
three weeks will be at there..
after that, wil go to IMH...
ouh ya...i'd been to A&E and....kinda bored...hahha... not much thing to do actually...but the best part is the dressing is all yours...haha...
2 days at there...and okay2 laa...
weekend not much thing to do...sit at home the whole day cos my whole body is feeling so fcuking weak...
went to see doctor and yup..rest the whole day...
to halima, sory for not wishing you hapy 20th birthday on time...really shit me!!im such a bad friend...sory friend...
and to faizah and the rest of the august baby, im sory for not be able to join for the celebration on that day...really2 sorry....i was in the afternoon shift and the next day is morning...im so totally flat...
insyallah when the day comes, i will be seeing you girls and the rest...
and faizah....HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY.... you're OLD NOW!!!! same as me!!! no more step mude ehk...hahahhaha...
kla people...im totally tired rite now...need to get some rest...

ohya....I LOVE PARAMORE LAAA....especially their new song!! IGNORANCE... DAMN! =D

recap attachment week 2 and 3

2009-07-27T16:02:00.005+08:00

hey there...sorry for not updating any post here...as you can see..attachment here and there...been soo fucking tired after work until lazy to type..

so..lets just recap laa what happened last week..

right now, its the beginning of week 4 of attachment...fast lei...really...

almost 1 month already...

still, im at O&G ward..oh! i already know whats stands for...its Obstetrics & Gynaecology..

hahhaha...it took me 3 weeks to get to know whats o&g stands for...too buzy to find out...or too lazy i must say...hahahahha..

as i already mentioned, the ward is about women delivery their baby and also about women's problem...we also have paedratics (children)

okay...week 2, week 2 i dont have much to say...because i really cant remember what happened...hahaha...but what i know...i finally get used to the ward routine..be able to be independent and doesnt need much supervision.. i said that is not because i dont know what to do at there...its just that...the working method at there is different compared to restructured hospital..so i need to have direct supervision whenever i wanna do something...furthermore, its a female ward...i've never take care of female patients before...

weekend on week 2, nothing much happened... cant believe i slept the whole saturday..haha..too tired i guess.. but what i really cant forget is that, i worked as a kendarat at this wedding ceremony at punggol.... SHUTS!!!i tell you...its super tired laaa...kaki nk tercabot sia... only for that day laa i worked.. my friend need my help cos not enough manpower..so i lend him my help...hazirah, my attachment partner was there to lead her help too... fun laa...new experience.. i've never work as a kendarat before...so whoever need my service in that, can tell me...LOL!

WEEK 3 of attachment...

1 thing that im relieved is that... i finished all my iv therapy skills.. fuh!!! but one problem working at there is that, you hardly have any dressing and hypocount and insulin...hahaha ya! hardly man!

only when i go A&E, i think i be able to get all thoses skills...especially dressing..

my A&E posting will be at week 5 (thursday and friday) hopefully it run smoothly...amin...hahaha

so on that week, i think it's on wednesday...or tuesday...cant remember la... went to meet linn...eat dinner with her... i still remember im on morning shift...and the next day,im morning too...thought went out just for while,

den when we out already, skali aisha sound us wnna watch harry potter ke tak...last min plan sia.. so off we go...watched harry potter...

linn!!!i sacrificed my rest time for you!!!you better belanje me ehk!!!hahahaha... joking laa...

so far, working at ward is no problem to me...all okay...

its can be very busy,it can be not...depends laaa...

weekend, i just stayed at home with my cousin..

today seriously super busy...ya...really2...one by one patients came back from OT

after attend to one patient,one came in...it goes on and on and on... luckily have eugenia and EN lina...this week i change partner...supposely i will always be with hazirah...but this week change to eugenia...and next week, we will be change ward...will go to ward 9B...working with hazirah....wah i tell you...you can go obese if you partner with her....EAT!EAT!EAT!EAT!!hahahahahahahahahahahaha....no la joking.... its fun working with her!!

k la..tats all...will update soon...

hey...to all my friends, i hope you all doing great with the attachment... time will pass and i hope to see you all the next semester....

oh!!btw...here are the pictures when we celebrate aisha's birthday...enjoy!

linn step cute!=p

READ.dont look

2009-07-12T19:37:00.003+08:00

hello...
there goes 1 week of attachment..
omg..seriously i tell you, its fcuking bored laa at there...
you hardly do work!hmmm...its really different working environment compared to the general hospital..at general hospital,you will be busy all the way until you dont even have a break time... but at here, wah...seriously no comment laa...
but!but...the staffs at there were super duper nice!!!
yeah....thats one good thing..they willing to teach us..whenever there's skills to do, they willing to show us...and let us do with there supervision..
okay laa...not so bad...
so..my first ward is at O & G ward...
whats that full name called...haiya cant remember laaa... but i know, i took care of patients who just deliver their baby... its like KKH laa..
there got nursery....yup,.. we get to take care of the babies at there... change the diaper of few hours old baby...hahah...cool laa...
new experience....
so far, first week of attachment was great...no problem at all..except got the word bored laa...
then last friday...actually my attachment friends plan wanna go out after work...
but because some people cant make it( one of them is me!opps!), we cancelled it and will change to next friday...
haha..

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FINALLY ITS WEEKEND!!!!!!!
hahaha....
saturday....went out to celebrate aisha's 20th birthday.... her birthday is on 8th july laa but we celebrate her birthday yesterday...cos weekdays alot of people busy rite....
its a suprise party la...she dont even know that we gonna celebrate her birthday...
secondary school friends, poly friends and band member all come...prepare all the things...her mum cooked alot of foods!!! and at 7 plus,,, KABOM!!!!hahaha...
sang birthday songs, eat2...laughed2...haha...
den cut the cake....
after eating, all tone down....watched harry potter for while...den we play some games....
this part really kecoh sia!!!
we play murderer, guessing games... ketawe rumah leh roboh sia...hahaha..
seriously its damn funny.....
den around 11 plus coming to 12, off we go....
yati and firdouse sent me and lin by car...hahaha....thank you!!!!
reached home see mummy not at home...=(
around 2 am pluss lights off!
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got pictures laa... but faizah havent upload it yet...i will post them as soon as i get all the pictures ya... =))

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sunday.

just now went to aunt's house.... cousin got engaged today...
congratulations to him...
spent time with cousins and all the families....
uncle just being discharged from hospital and thank god he's alright...and he was there too...
really great time at there...so long never meet all my cousins at my father's side...
haha...
well...yup today sunday as you know, need to prepare things for tomrrow...
monday new day...new week...hopefully nothing bad happen...amin....
okay lor...that's all for the weekend...

2009-07-03T20:26:00.002+08:00

dear God,
i believe every people that we met, is destined by You.
i believe, there's a reason on why we get to know each other.
friends. you create people. so people can create friends.
that is where friendship starts.
long or short relationship, is determined by both party themselves.
yes.. its true.. you need to be honest, truthful, faithful, patience etc..ESPECIALLY sincerity that can led to happy friendship.
Arguements, misunderstanding etc, thats part of friendship.
im sure there's argument in every relationship/friendship. without it, means people must be very good in handling people's heart and feelings.

but tell me... since honesty is one of the key point that led to happy friendship,
why there's arguement about honesty? which led to breaking up friendship??
people make mistakes...because thats where they learn from it..and will never repeat the very same mistakes again.
is it wrong to tell the truth?
why must there be a problem if that person already reveal everything??
i know...hiding something from your very own bestfriend is something you shoudnt do.
it can led many things. one of the important factors is breaking trust.
but God, tell me! tell me..... that person wants to make things right by telling the truth, wouldnt want to hide anything...i mean ANYTHING..because there's only one thing in her mind now, she want to be truthful to herself and her bestfriend. and ended up, breakng up friendship is the price.
is it fair? do she deserve it??

to that someone..
i know...ive done mistakes...infact alot of mistakes..
and the word sorry is just too small...but...im truly truly sorry for what had happened.sincerely.
yes, i know..i've hide things from you... did things which you dont like which can led bad health in me. but i wouldnt want to do that in future... you once told me... that there's alot of doubts than trust in you towards me.. your sentence kinda hit me... because i knw, there's one thing i did not tell you about me. which is why...i made up my mind to tell you the truth. i know things wont be the same if i tell you everything now...because i know, you will surely be mad at me. you might be asking,why wouldnt i tell you everything in the beginning... in the beginning, you already had a bad impression on me...and at the very same beginning, i still have not done that thing becos ive quit.i did once told you that. but i didnt know, that by hiding it,can led to this serious.my purpose of telling you the truth is not because of wan to hurt you...but because i dont wanna make more mstakes towards you. i dont wanna break up any friendship especially friendship with you.. because i believe... i can still make a different. i can still save this friendship.ive never consider this friendship ends here. im sure this time, i promise...promise not to hide anything from you..
im so sorry.

updates.

2009-06-25T23:29:00.005+08:00

oh mygod. haha. so sorry that i didnt update this blog.
like someone said, whenever she go to my blog, teros dapat asthma?? haha. jahat ehk kau hajar! aku ingat!
haha...ye laa..blog aku da berabuk, nie nk kemas nie...haha.. btw..miss talking and spending time with you!infact with all my love ones... i miss you all...
this holiday, well.. didnt spent time that much.. but..our heart will still close to each other. that's for sure! =)
okay2...its time to update.
well... sounds outdate, but so what...hehe..
beginning of holiday,well ya... i had a chalet with my secondary school friends and at the same time, ite class chalet.
thank god its located at the same place but different block.
so i manage go went both chalet. went to my secondary friends 1st to celebrate faizah's sis borthday and at aroung 7 or 8, i went to my ite chalet with my friends.
spent few hours at there, ms sanjit was there too. so we eat, and talked... and wati, thanks for staying with me..yup, she stayed abit longer and after that me sent her to the mrt..great time..so after few hours at there, went back to my secondary school clique..stay one night at chalet with them..eat maggie laa...take pictures and lights off..haha... tired sia...so the next day, packed up and off we go.. chilled at mc cafe for while...and watched night at the museum 2...
hilarious sia!fun!!! so after that, off we went home..
well theres a pictures of us below...take a look aite...

9th jun 2009.
went to watched movie with rina and her sis!!
yup...watched hannah montana with them..
went to timezone and walked around causeway point.
the storyline of the movie quite fun..
but i like the songs!!!superb!
and yup..its fun spending time with them.=))

11th jun 2009
netball tournament.
hahahahha...this i have no comment.
buat malu je..
how would we know that boys are allow in that tournament.
so you know i know la ehk.
kalah rabak babe!
enough said.

12th jun 2009.
movie with yinn...
darg me to hell.
hahahahahha...the movie not that scary laa..(macam paham)
padehal i cover my ear throughout the whole movie....
not that i scared laa...but the sound too loud...hahahahahhahahahahaha...

14th june 2009
firstly i wanna wish a very happy birthday to hajar....
well belated laa....eh but i wished her on the dot tau!
hehe. may you happy always deary....muacks!!!!!!
...
so...me went to rina's house to spend time with her and her family... yupp...the whole day...hehe..
fun! kite masak2. watched movie. makan2.
her family very supporting laa..and very nice too.. they're like my second family like that. thanks for the fab time!=)

17th june 2009
well...we went back to school.
do what? mask fitting. how pathetic!
hehe.. travel from woodland to school. and tak sampai half hour, we can go. hah!
bagus! crazy!
late afternoon, went to meet tetra.. yinn was late so we have to watched the movie quite late.,
we watched ghost of girldfriend past.
hmm..okay2 la... the stroy, you can predict what happen at last..

so after that 17th, i stayyyyyyyyyyyyyy allllllllllllllllllllllll theeeeeeeeeeeeeee wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy atttttttttttttt homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....yaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....fucking bored laa...
well except for going back and forth from woodland to tampines....
and the most sad part..... i cant join any outing with my secondary school friends.... gosh..... 2 or 3 outing.... im not there...how great!!
whatever!
haha!
so yup...thats how my holiday goes.... nothing much though as to compared to my friends....
so okay laa.. thats all...tired to type...malas!
adios!

p.s. i cant upload all the pictures laA...so annoying!!

outing on the 177th jun 2009

im sorry

2009-05-24T19:27:00.002+08:00

Scientist - Coldplay

this song i dedicate to hajar wati and rina..im so sorry girls...for everything that ive done...please forgive me..for everything that i've done....

Come up to meet you, tell you Im sorryYou dont know how lovely you areI had to find you, tell you I need youTell you I set you apartTell me your secrets, and ask me your questionsOh lets go back to the startRunning in circles, coming up tailsHeads on a silence apartNobody said it was easyOh its such a shame for us to partNobody said it was easyNo one ever said that it would be this hardOh take me back to the startI was just guessing at numbers and figuresPulling your puzzles apartQuestions of science, science and progressDo not speak as loud as my heartTell me you love me, come back and haunt meOh and I rush to the startRunning in circles, chasing our tailsComing back as we areNobody said it was easyOh its such a shame for us to partNobody said it was easyNo one ever said it would be so hardIm going back to the startOh ooh ooh ooh ooh ohh (x4)

2009-05-19T21:12:00.003+08:00

well here are the pictures of what we did during the geron lesson....seriously is was fun!

hey...would like to apologise for not updating any shit in here...
just couldnt find any time to just even touch the computer...been soo fucking busy and soo fucking tired....everyday need to sleep late..and wake up early...seriously its freaking tired...

so updates..
well...3 tests results had been release so far..
and alhamdulilah...i passed...and congrats to all my friends fpr passing the PCA test...
really proud of you all...lets strive even more higher girls!!
floorball tournament.
guess what??we get 2nd place for the game..really unexpected..haha...
but im thankful...who said nurses not active in sports uh???
haha...yeah~~3 cheers to us!!!
=)
so...its been 5 weeks we in school...and i must say, its been quite tough and challenging!
yup...with school stuff, project, and well...so other stuff...its really quite shaky for me...
haha...well...fear not fad....lets hope for the best...
hmm...friendship??? well so far, its been good.
i really hope nothing bad will happen to both of us since we only left 2 or a week to be together...
kinda miss the happy moment with someone..really hope we could be happy all the way...insyallah...
so...bio test 2 is coming and oh well...seriously i cant find any way to concentrate...but part kelakar is that...somehow i find bio is quite interesting each day..and i've started to like my bio teacher...hahha...she so kind hearted laaa...
so i'll end here...really ned to boost up my energy...my leg freaking aching!
well..theres many things i wanna type here...really...al the funny moments...how i feel...but time does not permit us...i will tell one day for sure....
so yeah...so long....

FOURSOME AWESOME

2009-04-26T20:59:00.003+08:00

well yesterday...

was phase test day..wel i hope i pass laa..ive done my best already...

and toady doing project.

went to woodland civic library to do project...

actually we plan to do at rina's house but change of plan...

so meet hajar first and went to popularto buy our project things....kecoh sei kat sane...

den went to civic..the funny part...i really cant remember tau that the entrance of the library at the ground floor..but instead went inside, we went up the escalator..lol...gile sak...tu laaa bebual lagi...sampai tak tau mane we go...

so find a perfect spot to sit and yea...here came rina...planned planned...den proceed on doing the project...wati cant make it cos that day is her brother's birthday...

den came shidah and syu..

got this incident...syu was taking pictures laaa...at first without the flash...den i dun know...skali she accidentally picit ade flash nye den it happened that one of the satff library walked passed us and she saw the flash...suddenly she stops her step and looked at syu....HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!seriously its damn hilarious laa...you should see her expression... nk tipu tak boleh sei..

hahahahahahhahahaha...and after that syu start to curse that woman...hahaha...

so after doing project...well actually theres something unexpected happened...i dun know laa...i dun want to elaborate...but for sure...i feel bad sei... and im really sorry for that..

so went proceed to causeway point.had our dinner at LJS...

SERIOUSLY WE ARE SO KECOH LAAA!!!!! LAUGH UNTIL PEOPLE LOOKED AT US.... and the most interesting part...ONE APEK KEPT ON SMILING AT SYU.... syu...wanna know what... i think orang woodland likes you laaa...they really do.. you should be the resident of woodland...

hahahahaha..and so.... we ate and talked and laughed...yup...jalan-jalan here and there....rina dear have to meet her parents so we waited for her parents to come...met them and she introduce her parents to syu and shidah..as for me...hehe.. they knew me already...

den off rina go and so left me syu and shidah..

they ajak go town so yeah...went to town...shidah wanna buy something...den sit somewhere to chill...den shidah meet her boyfie and me and syu went off... so yea... thats all...

fab time!!

should do it again..the fun part is at LJS la....SUPERLY HIGHLY KECOH SEI...

SUPRISED

2009-04-19T22:35:00.010+08:00

to my dearest clique...

thanks for everything...well...i really-really didnt expect this could happen.. i mean...someone that i just get to close with, celebrate my birthday...and and who would have thought...this someone planned all this...seriously it was soo shocking!okay i tell you what exactly happened laa..sorry la if i long winded but still i wana let out.. it all started like any other day...really-really...

me rina hajar and wati went to national library to do our project laa..den after that me and rina went to meet syu and shidah...its like...syu and shidah was really2 late la...boiling point pon da neak...cos i scared rina's parent will marah her for balek rumah lambat...so me and rina proceed to centre point just to killed time...tunggu dorang nye pasal..its really nice hanging out with her laa..fun!both of us really talked alot sei..hehehehe..

den after that went to cineleisure to meet them..ya allah i tell you...me and rina really had a difficult time to find that cineleisure..hahahha...maklum laa...orang kampung kiteorang...haha..ive there laaa but i really forgot the place...so jadi la mcm ruse masuk kampung... so meet them...proceed to burger king... and and and... suddenly there's a tin heart shape coming and put it in front of me...its like.....OMG!!!! and it wrote HAPY 20th FADBUTT...and they sang a birthday song!awwww....seriously thats soo fcuking sweet laa!! i really dont know what to say..theres musical shaped card..that been made by them...speechless laaa...my tears wanna come out but i control myself..so after we eat, roceed to somewhere we can take pictures...and yup...blowed a candle and camewore..haha...

to rina, syuhada and shidah...thank you very much sweet darling! you girls are awesome...seriously...

and to rina fitri...thank you so much for planning all this...

for sure, i won't ever forget my 20th birthday.

and to all my secondary school friends, thank you so much for celebrating my birthday..

didnt expect the rest would come..its been long time since we hang out and you girls.

seeing you girls are my greatest present ever.

and thanks to aisha for giving me hint laa...she cant keep secret laa..hahaha...

say wanna go out with tetra but ended up she kept mentioning names..haha...so ate at swensen

...thanks for the food..birthday cake and present...thank you so much...and thanks for the birthday card lin...sweet of you...

so after eat swensen airport, went to T3 viewing mall..taking of pictures...den wen to coffee bean to chill...and so...off we go...den proceed to aisha's house to do project..haha..
lin.aisha.faizah.farah.azila.nazhu.rahzia.shahirah. iloveyou~~

back to school..

2009-04-13T21:36:00.002+08:00

hello...
so yep...back to school..hah..finally..get to do something busy rather than staying at home, wasting time and hugging pillow and finishes up all the cookies..haha..
today first dy of school...
and let me announce.. I HATE THIS TEACHER!!!!!!!! i hate everything about her...especially her voice.(telan mirophone!) fucking loud! you can really hear her voice laa at level 6 eventhough you were at level 3 or even 1..... keep looking at our grooming..kalau boleh...i wana say to her "okay2...relax!chill...don't have to shout.."
but cannot laa...mampos sei if i do that... haha..okay2..enough of talking about her...saket hati...hahaha..
so...school today was fab!(except for the combine lecture) laughing all way with clique..was great laa.. really enjoyed..until droplets all came out...hehe..and hajar was all the way sang lagu melayu which make my bulu roma ternaek! hahahah...wati..she and her lame ideas...hah..tak padan diam.. was fun laa..
and new project was being introduced! and rina is the leader now...and we are the kuncu2 nye...hahah...so leader...do your best aite! TRY TO STRIVE!!!hahaha...
okay laa...need to do homework laa..fucking alot! and teacher wants it by thursday...haiyo...
so yea.
will update soon!

contradiction of the introduction

2009-04-07T20:27:00.004+08:00

life is full of drama.

seriously, that's what she thought.

eventhough things can be as complicated as it is,

yet still, she be able to smile. cheer.

easy say, she can run but she can't hide.

no matter how much fun she created, feel the energy of joyness,

feeling miserable is still there.

intact.

there's a little sorrows deep down inside her.

sometimes she feel like dying.

how she wish god end her life fast and that can make a fullstop of her life.

nobody hurts. nobody will find her and no problem any further.

all put to an end.

how she wish it can be that simple.

that's what in her mind,

all the time wondering, second-guessing and visualising suprisingly distorted thoughts.

when night falls,

the most unbearable moment to face.

alone.

yes, the word, alone.

forced herslef to sleep but to no avail,

stayed awake all night,

running through all the unanswerable questions.

Each time her lids grew heavier and neared closing,

another question would be flung from the depths of her mind, forcing her lids to open again.

Much-needed sleep was kept at bay and each morning she was more tired yet none the wiser.

"when would this end?"

that's the question that had kept repeating in her mind.

like a mantra been chanted everyday.

cried and screaming in silence.

nobody's listening.

nobody's care.

it's she,herself will kept on convicing her own self that

things gonna be alright.

nobody.

people words' or advises is just like a music.

finish listen to one track,go for another song.

come and go...

WAOH

2009-04-06T21:18:00.002+08:00

hey.. just a quick summarise aite this posting..
actually i don't have any strength to type laa..veryy super lazy..
friday,3th april 09..
well...went to do revision alone at woodlands mart...actually it's quite bored laa at home so i decided to do revision at there...just to kill time..furthermore im meeting princess syuhada late afternoon..immediately after her work finishes...actually i wanted to do revision with rina, at least spend time with her.. but she cant make it..but it's a miracle that we bumped into each other when i was on my way to the bus stop.. haha... so we went to woodlands mart and jalan2 at there for while..talked2... and when we want to go seperate ways, she gave me a kinder bueno! shocked sia! you did remember about the dare uh.. but i was just joking laa about the reward..
anyways...thanks for the chocolate love!
so...went to tampines to meet syu...heh...again...im late. but it's okay... had our dinner at food culture century square. and walked here and there and last stop is at starbuck. went to chill there...she copy my notes and yea...so off we go after that. went to MY HOME..wanted to meet mummy..but turned to be a sour moment.. idk laa..something happened..i felt hurt when someone said something. so ended up go back to aunt's house.

4 april 09. Saturday.
alone at home. but the special moment is that, i spend time with rina and her sis at creasent park.
both of them went for cycling..too bad i dun have a bicycle..sorry ehk rina that you have to tolak basikal because of me.. overall it was great! i had a great time.thanks love!

5 april 09. Sunday.
late afternoon went back to see mum.. plan to watch mission impossible 3 at home..but mum want to go out and eat... so the whole family go out and eat!!! yayyy!!! me,mum,dad and 2 cousins... went to afganistan to eat... mum and dad bought for me this dress.. and it's nice!!
love it! so at 10 plus off we go...
had a fun time with them...
but mum got ceritekan me...early in the morning my dad tibe2 mengamuk because he cnt find his bicycle key...its like...early in the morning arnd 7am...he mengamuk...gosh...i got back home...really scared to face him...takot kene marah ke ape..mampos...but it turn to be okay...just my luck!
heh...

okay...gtg...time is running out!
will update soon!
i'll update what i did today when i free aites...
cant wait for tomorrow's meeting!! meet the three girls!!! miss them sei!

2009-04-02T21:21:00.003+08:00

hello..
hmm...what i wana update ehk...
actually there's nothing much going on this two days laa..
i've been staying at home for two solid days..
seriously it's...bored..
ya...my type of person cant be in the house for more than two days...
if not..i'll die due to boredem..hahaha...kidding laa..

so 1st april 2009,Wednesday

got one message from my classmate nurul...saying she been admitted to ttsh cos of high fever...i was sleeping laa...beh i thought it was real...beh skali scroll down..APRIL FOOL...
mak oi...maen2 pulak...betol2 baru padan muke...hahahahah...cekik darah betol..=P
and this part i really don't understand...
i mean...after revision day which is on tuesday, my body system is okay...
but that night, suddenly my body feel super weak..
i thought nothing happen laa..sekali when i was sleeping..at 3am, i feel like vomitting!
and i did! cant sleep until 7 am...and i feel so fcuking weak!
then fever start to come..sigh....
have to stay home laa like that... i think it's because of the fried rice that i ate.hmm entah laa..
and seriously i spend most of day, SLEEPING... yup...whole afternoon sleep. da nak maghrib den i woke up...gosh...my head is like a rock! super heavy...cant even stand properly...and my back...seriously no comment! den after 8pm,i stayed inside the room, lying on the bed..hahahah...

2nd april 2009, Thursday.

same. woke up at 0615am..perform prayers.. played cousin's psp.. i stayed at home the whole day..doing nothing.and slept the whole afternoon after taken my medicine. woke up before maghrib..took shower..and play computer...hahahaha...ya...TAT'S ALL...
boring kn???i know..heh...and..i really need to buy some books... all the books that i have finish read already..really want A NEW BOOK!!!i wanna go MPH or TIMES or BORDERS or whatsoever laa the name of the shop is...need to update my book collections...heh..

to that someone... im really sorry..i plan to go gym with you today...but...maybe its not the right time for us to go out..i know things are not on the right track now..whatever it is, please be strong aite..how i wish i could help you.make you feel better.. do someting that can really solve the problem..i know it's tough..i hope and pray hard that things will back to normal..and always remember that i will always there..just SHOUT MY NAME!!!heh..with one blink of eye, i will appear right in front of your eyes..heh... smile always k...

for pessimistic,im pretty optimistic

2009-03-31T20:41:00.003+08:00

Today, 31 march 2009, Tuesday (which i thought today was MONDAY!-_-")

went to school for revision.
HAH! FUCKING B.O.R.E.D ( not board ehk! ade la incident bodoh nie...ngantok sgt sampai make a fool of diri sendiri..heh)

...B.O.R.E.D...
reason..

- cant see what teacher is writing on the whiteboard eventhough i worn spectacles.
have to kecik kan mate in order to see clearly.( mate dala kecik...bagi kecik kan lagi..)

- cant understand what teacher is teaching. i think she is mumbling to herslef laa.
yang keling-keling je yang paham. cos all the indian seems to be attenttive. (HAHAHHAAH..oops! sorry)

den just now im not being myself at that moment. =(
cos....hmm.... i thought that someone is angry with me. because she didnt talk to me the whole journey of going to school sampai habis revision=(
abeh all questions da tertanye2 dkat dalam kepale otak nie..
then she talked to all our friends except me.sad sei..
but...i was wrong i guess.. she talked to me at last!heh...

haha..ya..this is me...if i sense something is not right with someone that im very very close with, all stupid questions will pop out in my head which can lead to negative thinking and because of that, boleh argue..
im still working on my weakness..

after revision, went to eastpoint to eat our lunch.
had them at LJS..
hmm...for me...abit akward la..entah ehk...cos tak bebual ngan that person kan..
but overall was okay...
so went home..me.rina.hajar and ika went back from eastpoint all the way to bus stop 31. mak oi...burn fats balek sei..haha...takpelaa...burn my DAGING...
so off we go...all seperate..
left me and my dear ChildlikeRockstar.
seriously i have a bad thought laa..i thought me and her will be quiet all the way like just nw...
but...nah....we both talked alot in the bus..
dapat bus single deck..which i know that someone didn't like it...heh...

went to causeway to accompany her purchase something..and yea cool!nie adek sedare nie memang nk kene!
i don't have any spare key...and she went out...and nobody's home...
and...how am i suppose to go in to the house...cekik darah!
so...accompany rina going home before proceed to woodlands mart to kill time by do revision.
it's like...i stayed there like about 3 hours. seriously i was damn sleepy..i really want to go home.
my back start to ache. but have to wait this budak biol nie...i forced myself to sit a little longer. belajar pon da tak masuk otak.

and and the funny part...
when im on my way home, in front i saw rina's mum...
it's not that i want to avoid..seriously...i was too panic! dlm otak da keep on ckp "ALAMAK!ALAMAK!ALAMAK!"
cos too panic,bebual pon mcm menggigil...
and and worst....i thought i didnt salam her..kept on thinking back sampai i sms-ed rina saying soorry...padehal da salam.. -__-"
ya...nenek betol!!asyik lupe aje!hahahaha...bet that person laugh mcm nak rak(you know who you are ehk)

so reached home few mins before 7pm..

well...when walking, i don't know why suddenly im thinking about my parents.
heh...miss them too much agaknye.. ya... i want their love... infact.... fully being loved... i really happy to see other families having fun...happy...well i know you cant judge a book by it's cover.. but still...i think they are wayy better as to compared to my family... not that im saying my family is bad... my family really need to practise on communication skills... cos that's what we are lack of.seriously.
how to improve??idk.seriously.

to that someone special (you know who you are)
i really hope you can go out this friday.it would be much fun with you around.seriously thanks a million for making me smile.can i be the one who will make you believe the word friendship?
ily..=)

HOLIDAY

2009-03-30T20:35:00.003+08:00

let's start with 27 march 2009

went to school for biology revision. i must say, it's wayy better this time round.
heh..evil uh.. but face it. this teacher is wayy wayy better than my current biological science teacher.
i think, my marks gonna flung if this current teacher of mine who is from china, teaches us.
so, revision was fun.and i don't know why i kept on munching non-stop throughout her lesson.
SUPER HUNGARY!heh..
The day before the revision, well this dear friend of mine sms-ed me, saying that she wanna go for revision la..ended up overslept..
hahahaha...funny fella..but i did met her eventually.at evening.
so..basically after class, me and my childlikeRockstar went to eat at causeway banquet!
heh.. having great time eventhough just having luch together seriously.=))
thanks for the great time love!
we saw a cat along the way..and and gosh!that cat didnt move sia...i thought it already dead..haha..but tak la..buat suspend je..
so after that went to woodlands mart macdonalds to study while waiting for syuhada..
yep...she went to Republic Poly and kebetulan at woodland so we study at woodland..
sad thing rina cant join..=(
study with insane people really cant study la..
you laugh all the way until ur stomach cramp..
can concentrate laa but only afew percent.
haha..
and got this one aunty..keep on looking at syu...hahahahahhahaha...nyonya tu suke kau laa syu...mesti die ingat kau tu anak die...hahahahahaha...
and syu was like...."fadd....nyonya tu tengok kan aku laaa!!!"(syu's tone)
hahahahaha...those who know her,you know her tone mcm mane...
hhahaha..
8 plus,,off we go..
went under rina's blk to say ho to her..
haha
had a rad time with her...CRAZY!!
that's all for that day...

28 march 2009, Saturday

went home..tampines..
nothing much la that day...i miss my cat and parents and my bantal busuk!!
heh..ohh!i finished the "if you could see me now"
eh sad sei! should read! seriously sedeh gile!
mostly spend my time inside my room...

29 march 2009, Sunday

arr...this part fun!!because i went out with my family at night!
yup...went to tampines mall.. ntuc.. beli barang-barang dapur with mummy!
heh,,
and after that went to kfc..since mak tak masak,makan laa kat luar..
and and the best part is ..after went to kfc..me,my cousin and mum went to starbuck!
hahaha...first time my mum chill at starbuck..
fun laa....so long sei tak mcm gini..seriously..and she is soo becok!!
haha
same as me laa..
non stop hit bebual aje...hehe.....
i love you mama!
so we reached home aroung 11pm plus...
heh...

and today, 30 march 2009, Monday

went for hair treatment!!!!
heh..
at last!!i really hate my previous hair!!
damn ugly laaa...so da rebond nie...heh...looks better sei...
spend most of my time at the hair salon...
bontot cramp!!hehe....

okay laa that's all basically...
ohh...tomorrow have revision..
okay..will end here.
i talked too much laa ..heh...

ohh ohh....
listen to this song!
seriously eventhough i listen thousand of times, i still addicted to this song...
listen to this acoustic version...
my heart melt sei when listen the violin part...

BORED

2009-03-23T22:33:00.002+08:00

heyho...

seriously its fucking bored laa todAy...

cant even think a thing to do..

brain dead sak!

feeling so bored until i slept with my cousin's cat..

haha..

actually i didnt know i slept with a cat until i opened my eyes...

it's face betol-betol in front of my face...

hehee...

today...what i did is...basically nothing!!! i mean NOTHING!!!!!

argh!!

ohh!ohh!!currently im in love with this book...

"IF YOU COULD SEE ME NOW"

by cecelia ahern...

MUST READ!!!

very captivating indeed!!

so...

oh ya... last friday...

which is on 20 march 2009..

went out with lin,aisha and kamil..

went to pasir ris downtown...

ear at there.. and the fun part is we played nebo..

there..you can play all sorf of board games...

games that you have never heard of pon ade..

at first...i really complaint at them that i don't wanna play...

i mean...board games....

who the hell wanna play board games.... you travel all the way to pasir ris just to play board games????

hahahahha...but i was wrong!!!

eventually this games is fucking fun!!!

yea~~~~

played this game called "taboo"

seriously it's funny laa!!

kekekekekeke like nobody business...

played for 2 hours...

10pm plus off we go..

out from that ehub...

went to mc cafe to chill...

around 11pm plus went home...

its really nice seriously...

for sure im gonna bring my ite clique to nebo...

orang pendiam pon le jadi kecoh...

nk bet???

hehe...

so...now...i really don't know what to do...

hahahaha...

well that's all la i guess...

i think im gonna continue reading my book!

k chalobeti!

2009-03-20T17:48:00.004+08:00

school start and now it end.

lol..da nak habis baru nk update ehk...

hhahahaha..

k fine.. now.. wanna write something in here..

school's fine..but..stress laa..

especially bio..

and my gpa...alhamdulilah..doing great so far eventhough been slacking all day long...

heh...

just my luck i guess..

holiday is here..so lets partehhhh!!

heh..

there's so many things i wanna catch up..

updating my blog..

its been so long i last hang out with all my friends..

miss them so much..

and mum...yes!i miss talking and spend time with my mum...

so...

3 weeks of holidays..i cant even search for job!~~

BUSY HEI!!

there's plenty of things that i need to revise..especially my bio!

hmmm...project lagi...adoi!!!

will be spending my time at woodland and tampines...but more to woodland...

heh..

and wil be spending most of the time with revising!

yea~~~

nk pandai katekan...

really2~~ am not joking!!!

and last week...i mean last friday..
went out with ite classmates!

yea...hang out with rina,syu,shida and huda..

hang out at orchard..

eat at pastamania...went borders...i wanna buy cecelia ahern book...but...nvm laa..

didnt bring enuf money laa..

great time~~

so...today...will be meeting my sec sch friends later..

eating dinner with them...

play nebo at pasir ris...

SEE!! of all places...why must be at pasir ris!!

soory la ehk kalau lambat...paham2 je laa...hahahahahahhaha...

haiya, dun noe la they all...i just follow...

hehe... and LIN!!!! YOU'VE BEEN TRICK!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHHAHAHA

PADAN MUKE!!!!!!

k la...gtg.,..meeting them already...toodles!

ps: SOORY TOO MUCH SPACING!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

=D

2009-03-01T13:26:00.003+08:00

yea yea yea yea... five bloddy more days to go..

after that.. gosh... Only GOD knows..

sorry yar, for not leaving a single post in this blog..

been going through a tough time~~

hardly catch my breathe..

but not to worry...im still standing on my both feet!

still be able to smile.laugh.

.....

really cant wait for attachment to end laa..

schooling is much wayyy better than working..

although yea i know schools can be sucks to the core..

stress with the module..teachers..exams..

but..

they are still better than working life..

....

so..

as you can see..

-attachments is ending SOON!!

-i spent my weekend with rina and family at chalet..

seriously it's great!

went wild wild wet with her and her sis..

stayed overnight with them.

thanks for the great time sweetie..

seriously i enjoyed it very much..

thanks to you and your family...

and and happy birthday to cik sarina..

heh..

-going out with secondary school friends..

hmm...not sure when..but for sure..we will go out...

-going out with tetra..(no excuses girls!!)

haha..

kla...random laa..

wanna sleep now...tired and sleepy..

you don't know a shit!

2009-02-11T21:28:00.002+08:00

im so not into this posting!

surgical ward, the staffs are fantastic.

but, patients is super fucking irritating.

stress level went fucking high when teacher is around.

that's where the challenging part is.

you may just read and may said, wth..small matter.

but to me..those who witnessed,gone through thick and thin in this posting

may know exactly how i feel.

seriously it's SUCK to the CORE!!

3 weeks plus to go...

i simply just cant wait that moment.

simple said,this week,i seriously don't fucking know

WHY IT HAS ALWAYS BE ME????

worst of the worst!

eeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SWAY!~

ARGH.

save you

2009-01-26T19:57:00.003+08:00

title: save you

artist: Simple Plan

Take a breathI pull myself togetherJust another step till I reach the doorYou’ll never know the way it tears me up inside to see youI wish that I could tell you somethingTo take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save youAnd there’re so many things that I want you to knowI won’t give up till it’s overIf it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voiceIts drowning in a whisperIt’s Just skins and bones There’s nothing left to takeNo matter what I do I can’t make you feel betterIf only I could find the answerTo help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save youAnd there’re so many things that I want you to knowI wont give up till it’s overIf it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble downI’ll pick you up of the groundIf you lose faith in youI’ll give you checkup on throughTell me you won't give up cause I’ll be waiting if you fallOh you know I’ll be there for you(Ahahaha)If only I could find the answerTo take it all awaySometimes i wish i could save you

And there’re so many things that I want you to knowI wont give up till it's overIf it takes you forever I want you to know(Oooh)I wish I could save youI want you to know(Ohohh)I wish I could save you (ohh)

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END

weakness over you

2009-01-24T22:55:00.003+08:00

would like to apologise for not updating blog for such a very long time..

finally get to update.

since im at faizah's house,so here i am.

..and here we go..

well..

been very busy with attachment..

so freaking tired.stress.lost.

yup..tats what i've been feeling since the first day of attachment.

not that i cannot focus la..but..haiya..i don't jnow how to explain.

fear is still there.

skills.gosh.i have yet to complete.

initial have yet not being sign ape lagi competency.

working in the same ward again.

but this time,a bit different i must say.

its not that bad though.

but..

i don't dare to say more than that.

i scared it turn out to be the other way round.

at last.

coming to the end of week 3.

so..left with 6 more weeks to go.

gosh..

its killing me dude!

but nevermind.

i still have more time to rest.

4 days of holidays is such a bliss!

thanks to CNY!

heh..

so basically..

this week.which is week 3,my group gone to the rehab

centre.

one word.

SUPERB!

yea.

day 1 was quite bored la but as days passed by..its

getting more and more fun.

you get to see all the elderly.entertain them.

talked.laughed.

hee..

consider ourself lucky laa..

cos our last day which is on friday,

they having a chinese new year lunch.

makan-makan..celebrate.

so...as you know..

lunch oi...

and 100 plus over elderly will be coming..

so we....the student nurse..

have to help them..

all i can said we are the STUDENT NURSE,WAITRESS/WAITER,CLEANER,

ENTERTAINER.

yup..

very tiring!!!

but fun though.

i will missed my mdm gan and mdm tan..

heh..

hmm.

please don't let this friendship hanging just like that.

you know who you are.

just so you know, im so worry about you.

please.

im begging you.

if its my fault, then i am so sorry.

immmmmmmmy.

i miss tetra and my ite clique.

gosh..

its been a long time since i met my ite clique.

as for tetra,its been a long time since we go out together.

sigh...

ohh god..

please help me..

its too tough for me to face this challenge.

you know my weakness and you keep giving me challenges that got to do

with my weakness..

im just too weak.

i ain't strong.

i really really don't know what to do.

i gave all out.

i tried my very best.

sigh..

please guide me..

2009-01-18T15:02:00.000+08:00

stress and dissapointed.

do i deserve this?

enough said.

=)

2009-01-03T22:36:00.003+08:00

2nd january 2009

hmm..

another plan..

hehe..

hang out with yan and su at woodland.

great!

well...its last minutes planning..

and yea~~

basically thats all..

reached home around 11 plus like that..

something happened and yea..watever..

haha..

and today..

hang out with rina at crescent park.

haha..

at last..

its like finally get to meet her...

great time..

sigh...

left one more day to attachment!!

mak oi!!!

hate it laa..

BORED!!!!

hmm..

okay...

no more updates..

will have laa..but not this much..

heh..

so...

wish me luck!

take care people!

toodles!

=))

2008

2009-01-02T00:02:00.013+08:00

31 december 2008.

hmm..

its new year eve..

haha.

wat can you tell.

well..

met lin and faizah..

while waiting for faizah to get ready,

lin came over to my area.

heh..

so after that,headed to CAUSEWAY POINT.

fun part is that..

we went to TIME ZONE.

play games..

heh..

"FOCUS!FOCUS!"

HAHAHAHA...

that's faizah's sentence when playing this one game..

seriously funny laa..

play DAYTONA..car racing..

funny part, faizah thought that she was in 1st position

but actually she's the last one..

MUAHAHAHHA!!

kelakar laa..

so after playing arcade.walked2 at causeway.

and headed to WOODLANDS MART.

eating time..

heh..

took pictures...

den headed to WOODLANDS CRESCENT PARK.

spent time at there..

talked2.walked2.snapshots.

9 plus we out of there..

both of them headed home

while me went to city hall.

meet my friends and cousin.

went to see fireworks.

hehe.

packo oi!

really have difficulties of walkin'

after the countdown,went to macdonals marina square.

eat.

hang out.

after that off we go.

reached home around 3am.

and fainted on the bed!

heh..

so..thats for the countdown.

1 january 2009

went out with sakinah and my godmother.

lol..

mak angkat laa they call in malay..

went to swensen.

thanks mak!

love you..

2 january 2009.

happy birthday mama!

love you!

2008-12-28T20:45:00.002+08:00

hey there~

so...there's the updates ya..

bear with me...

its gonna be quite long..

heh..

sorry la.

lazy to update everyday so i'll upload it the whole

lot..

so..

let me start..

18 december 2008.

yinn birthday..

well..

a very HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY to you,LOVE!

celebrate with her and her family at sakura..

well thank you byk2 for the treat..

i was just kidding when i said i wanna follow...

anyways thankies!

22 december 2008

watch twilight wit rina...

heh..

great time!

and the movie was freaking sweet laa..

okay laa..i didnt read the books so i'm quite

satisfied with the storyline..

-meet cousin at woodlands crescent park for while.

-hang out with friend.

and off i go~~

follow with 24 december 2008

outing with dear sec sch friends,TETRA

yea..

celebrating yinn's birthday..

birthday suprise for her,LOL~~

should see her face..

and aisha...kau suprise die tak menjadi ehk...

HAHAHAHAH..

well...

all of us cook for our dear friend nie..

faizah cook pasta.

aisha make hotdog bread.

ME bring fried chicken.

and we combine money to buy a birthday cake!

-celebrate under yinn's block.

-watched YESman! at eHUB.

-played ARCADE.

-Hang out at aisha's hs play UNO.BLUFF.

hahaha...

they 3 not satisfied with me cos i keep winning..

hahhahhahaha..

okay..

here are the pics!

take a look aites..

so next,

25 december 2008

went to gunung ledang with family..

haha..

fun la..

one day trip but yet mindblowing!

out from home at 630am..

reached home at 400am..

TIRED!

but fab!

now..today...

hang out with tetra again..

plan to eat arnold at pasir ris

but change of plan..

we ordered arnold and eat at aisha's hs..

hee.

-computer.

-guitar.

-play card games.

OKAYY..

tats all.

toodles~~~

WAOH!!!

2008-12-17T16:43:00.006+08:00

holaa..

first thing first...nyeh2..

see the diff in my blog??
yea...i changed the whole thing..

and the most proud is...

I CHANGE IT MYSELF!!

hahaha...

okay..LAME...

so..

now update time...

last weekend...

which is on SATURDAY..

131208

we were having class outing at east coast park.

so..

me,rina and wati supposingly meet the rest at

bedok interchange at 10am..

but we were late and thanks to wati..

hehhehehe...

and they all put the blame on me..

BEST EHK??

hahahah..

so we reached east coast park at 11am plus.

firstly kinda bored cos many of our classmates cant make it..

and furthermore teacher is always missing!

chit chat...took pictures and

finally we rent a bicycle.

yeah...

tat part was the fun part...

cycled with nurul cara and sharon...

den..

with hajar..

and shidah..

hahaha...

fun la...

shidah screamed all the way when cycle with me...

hahaa..

and hajar...both of us were singing away and said

hi to strangers...

hahahah..

so...

late evening..we rent bicycle again...

this time wit suella.wati.cara.nurul and me..

cycle all the way.

when to water breaker.joined rina and hajar at there..

and we witnessed the sunset..

one word.

AWESOME!

packed our things.

and off we go.

went home with rina.

and

home sweet home.

and thanks to the sun that my skins had became

dark red..

especially my both hands,nose and cheek!

FUN is ahead US

2008-12-12T21:38:00.003+08:00

hey there...

wah..i tell you..

today so fcuking bored laa..

really sei...

to the max!

been alone the whole day and and i still havent eat!

gosh!

the whole day i've been in front of the computer.

doing some updates...

watched movie at internet

heh..

all cousins out..

so left me alone..

so...im the BOSS!

hah!

so tomorrow!

is the day.

yup!

OUR VERY FIRST CLASS OUTING!

cant wait la.

we're gonna have lots of FUN!!!

okay..

tats all..

tired laa..

back pain!

i promise i'll update for tmr's outing..

tats for sure..

bye!

catching old US

2008-12-07T03:01:00.003+08:00

hey there people..

well cant sleep laa..

i dun know why..

so..im gonna update for the last time..

haha..

today..well..supposely on saturday 061208.

went out with this two crazy friends of mine..

SAKINAH AND DIYANA..

yupp..

my two friends which i known since last year while we taking our Os..

so basically we went to fort canning park..

where there's a chunk fest being held..

hmm.. theres BEN AND JERRY ICE CREAM..

yea..well..believe me..wanting to buy the ice cream,the queue is freaking long!

and diyana, yea..as you all wanna know, shes the most inconsiderate person ever..

goes and cut queue..

showing her slumber face and queue like nothing happen..

LOL..

and me and kina was like..hahahaha..no comment laa..

the weather was damn HOT laa..

sweating like hell..(kesian kina make up cair..haha)

and its freaking muddy!

yea..everybody's legs was damn dirty laa..even mine too!

so..we ate ice cream..nice laa..really..11bucks for 3 ice cream scoops..

well..diyana was the one who blanja us and me blanja drinks..

(AND KINA!!YOU HAVENT TREAT US ANYTHING YET!!EXCEPT STUFFING YOUR FOOD IN OUR MOUTH)

so there's a competition going on there..which is.. you have to eat 20 scoops of ben and jerry's ice cream..whoever the fastest,obviously will win..

damn!brain freeze!

lol!funny laa..

really..

so after watched the competition, we went to the national museum of singapore..

haha..

chill at there..

meet hafiz,their friend.and off we go..EAT!

spent time together,catching up what we've missed..

and off we go..

wanted to join diyana and the rest to chill out..but..cant..

well..

great time laa today..

really freaking miss them to the core..

its like..its been a long time since we met..hang out together..

do our crazy stuffs.

everybody already have their own route..

now is the time to spend time with them..

and i miss tetra too..

really..

its been a long time since we hang out together..

after what had happened, its just not the same as before..

everybody doing their own things..

sigh..

and finally..

well im going back to tampines, which is my own homey..

no more bedok reservoir..

no more woodlands..

so, don't expect any updates aite..

my computer broke down so i have difficulties of going online..or update any friendster and blog..

well..

i hope everything when well when i come back to tampines..

sigh..

i really do hope so..

so yea..

that all i wanna update..

see ya around aite!

ohh!!one more thing..

i just cant help it..

hahahhaha..

to rinaa..

sorry laa..

i cant help it laa..

your face too cute until i wanna edit this pic below..

heh..

lawa kan??

upload at friendster k..

hide it..hide it all you want..

2008-12-03T20:50:00.003+08:00

hello..
yea..
FINALLY..exams are officially over!
phew~~
well..i did my very best..
so i leave everything to GOD..

well..today ended not quite happy moment i must say..
i was expecting something actually but..i guess..its not my day..
its okay..i know everyone was damn tired after doing all those revision..
to hell with revision..heh..
all the faces like half-baked muffin..(lol..of all words,why must be muffin??)
seriously...i was so damn sleepy la sei..can you imagine..i slept while doing the paper..

so..
basically..after the paper,had briefing..got to know our attachment posting for 1.2

WHAT THE FCUK!!
my group will go to the same ward as our 1.1 clinical posting!
WTF!WTF!WTH!
not fair laa!!!
really sei..
i thought it already end.FULLSTOP!no more suffering.
but..hell doesnt stop just like that sei..
instead it came back to us!
SHIT LA!!

you guys have no idea how much i hate going to that ward..
everyday not being myself sei..
always dragging myself to go work..
argh!

people said..
the more the suffering,the more stronger you are..
fcuk laa..you go suffer yourself laa..see whether you become more stronger or weaker..

takpe laa..i dont care laa..i dont want to think about it.
yea i know..sooner or later i still have to face it.
there's no escaping.
so my point is, don't keep on thinking.
because the more you think, the more stress you are.
just enjoy what you have right now.
there's plenty of time to enjoy myself..

sorry laa..over-reacted laa today..
just need to let out this anger here..

went to meet faizah for awhile..talked talked like makcik..
catching up old stuff.then go home..
heh..
both wearing nursing uniform..haha..cute kan..
she just came back from attachment at KK..
and YES faizah..i will go back to tampines one day..
don't worry..
=D

so after that, went home..
cousin asked me cycling with her but too tired laa..
SORRY ADEK!heh..
ended up i faint on the bed..

and to SHARIFAH HAZIRAH OI!!
hah..aku tak action okay!
one day jumpe kays..with the rest..
missing you oi!!
hehe...

remorseful

2008-11-30T20:49:00.002+08:00

hey..

exams is around the corner..

i have yet to revise..

haha..

this mind just cant concentrate..

kept telling me to just relax..

haha..

see..

setan betol..

haiya..

this brain also cant function well laa..

i need a professional!

today really got nothing to do..

plan want to study at woodlands mart..

but..

nah..too lazy to move..

so ended up sit around in the room like

one stupid asshole..

sigh..

got really no mood laa..

i pity my cousin..

didnt entertain them..

soo sorry..

behavioural science exams is on tuesday..

clinical nursing exams is on wednesday..

tomorrow no school..

heh..

plenty of time to study uh..

yea..can say that im taking this exams too lightly..

i dun know ehk..

i just cant focus..

wanted to but..

just cant..

this mind is having a vacation here..

WATEVER!

in the end jangan menyesal sudah..

so yea..

gtg..

i dun know what i wanna do after this..

that is why i hate weekend!

mind blank!

GOD..

pls help me with this..

only you know how i felt..

pls take this feeling away from me inside..

it hurts me..

i kept on praying things would be back to normal..

i missed that moment..

pls..

Best_of_me - Daniel Powter

2008-11-29T14:19:00.006+08:00

yesterday,last day of school.

im not quite happy actually.

infact i felt bored.

cos i dun get to meet my friends again.

well..we will,but not everyday.

BORED!

but yesterday was fun laa..

spending our very last time with JN0804D classmates.

taking pictures together.

singing and dancing in the classroom.

havoc!

sudden sadness strikes!

our dear class advisor,mdm masni suddenly cried while hugging each of us.

fuh!

tried to hold back my tears.do deep breathing exercise(LOL!-__-")

love you all laa..

hope that we will be seeing each other again and be in the same class in year 2.

so..after class,we have 3 hours break!

ate at cafeteria 2 and after that went to tampines mall..

Rina.me.hajar.wati.nurul.fieza.XP.shidah.haikal.suella.huda.slyvester(dun know hw to spell).qi yu.yu qi.eugenia.sharon.willie.wan.diyana.jasmine.cara.

sorry if i missed out your name.

yea..all went tamp mall together.

hahahahaha..

best laa..

we went to open plaza at level 4.

played this stupid game.

spin ourself until dizzy.

me and diyana play that thing and something bad happened!

gosh!

luckily fieza save my life.
thanks fieza..

really appreciate it alot!

without you,i'll die on that spot sei..

someone is not there while i was having fun..why shes not there with me?sigh..

so when back to school to get our result..

alhamdulilah i passed.

and off we go..

sigh..

again..

so late evening..went to meet my secondary school friends..

actually..i don't have mood to go..

but i don't want to dissapoint aisha..

yea..shes having a singing french competition.

so we went there just to support her.

so theres me.azlina.faizah.haziq.hafith and fitri.

going to ST joseph international at thomson road by car.

gosh!aisha was damn gorgeous laa..

i like her voice..

cant believe she can sing french song!

haha..

well..we went back before the results..late laa..furthermore the place is very far..

before we wnt back,go to changi village to eat dinner.

after that,off we go..

thanks for the ride haziq!

reached home around 11pm..

try to sleep but just cant..

im soo worried..

sigh..

ps.

i hope you like the gift that i gave you..

loves

faddy=)

simplicity

2008-11-25T23:11:00.003+08:00

heres a short entry..

what am i doing now??

hmm...

guess laa..

doing problem based learning project

and its killing me right now..

so fcuking rushing..

and alot of things hav to do!

and

IM SOO SLEEPY!

-__-"

being a leader is not an easy task i guess..

argh!!

WATEVER!

just now..

wanna go back..

all squeezed inside the lift..

gosh!

we did WAR OF PUSHING!!!

everybody was like..

pushing each other.

its so stuffy in there..

and WAN!!ASS YOU!!!

tolak org like nobody business!

its so funny laa..

love it!

okay gtg..

tata.

oh!before i forget..

get well soon syu!

and and

yes today my silly words are..

salivate= i heard it "celebrate"

PhD= permanent head damage whereas i said PROBLEM HEAD DAMAGE!

something wrong with my head i guess..

got problem!