Friday, January 28, 2011
{ 11:21 PM }
GeoTagged, [N1.36783, W103.94327]OUTING WITH DEAREST 34.
ALL DAY BUT IT'S WORTH.
Yesterday, me and my colleagues had a long day. Especially me and Hidayah. Cos we were from morning shift.
Dinner at Siam kitchen ( Bugis ) plan to watch movie but in the end, went to Changi airport to eat our supper. ICE CREAM! :D
Heavenly! Hehe!
Catch the last train. And off we go. Reached home almost 1am and the next day, I'm in morning shift. And right Now, I'd survived!
Can't wait to get the picturess from akil! Faster upload!
Okay I'm officially dead. Tomorrow's morning and follow by night shift! I've been working 3 days straight morning for goodness sake!
And and today I ate dinner with my dearest bestie straight after she booked out from camp!
Okay bye. Goodnight!
Thursday, January 27, 2011
{ 12:30 AM }
I can see all of us were busy with our own life that we'd choose. New year means new resolutions. And all of us were trying our very best to achieve something that we already aim.
What's my goal?
Of course, to be succeed in life.
But, at the same time, I need my love ones. My dearest friends. Of course not forgetting my family. They'll always be the top even though I did not mention about them. My closes friends. Bestfriend. I need them.
All of us are so busy now. Now then I've realize. When you start working, you started to have the feeling of loneliness. Cos when you get back from work, you're too lazy to entertain people. That, you just wanna lie on your bed and shut your tired eyes. And when comes to off days, it depends on your mood on whether you wanna go and meet up your friends or not. When it's the end of the day, you realize you have just wasted your off day by resting at home and do nothing.
Well I guess it doesn't only happen to me. I'm sure some people out there feels the same way as I do right now.
I'm missing all my friends. Everyone of them.
If I have the opportunity, I would like to spent time with them like how I used to.
I am very thankful that I have a wonderful friends.
It's just a matter of time on when to spent time with them.
I wish all my dearest friends good luck with their lives and future. Me, as your friend, will always support you in whatever good things you do.
P.s: I'm back blogging! Hehe!
Goodnight world. (:
Saturday, January 22, 2011
{ 2:12 PM }
I can't describe what I'm feeling right now. Seriously if I have the power to turn back time, I would like to change everything of what I had done in the past. Everything. In academic wise. Decisions wise. Friendship wise especially. I wouldn't wanna be too close with anyone. So that I won't feel too attached with anyone. Won't have to give extra attention or time with a close friend or bestfriend. Like, let it be treated like a normal friends. Because I just realized, having a bestfriend is tough. So much. Because having a bestfriend, you have expectations. It doesn't apply to me, myself. It applies to everybody who has a bestfriend.
How does it feels when you gave in so much, but all you got is still, dissapointmemt. I am tired. I am so sad. Why do I have to face this kind of situation. You can regard this as a small matter. But this small matters really hurts me alot. And who said your bestfriend understand you the best? Infact, it is your bestfriend who doesn't understand you at all. No matter how deep or how great I express my feelings, you still don't understand. I make it clear to you, when you need me, you know where to find me.
I just pray to god that HE will protect you.
Labels: Things that I hate to face
Monday, November 15, 2010
{ 2:24 PM }
When we care too much, people take advantage easily. They don't see it. But when shit happens, that's where they started to realize it. Seriously, had enough of it. I've been too caring, too kind towards you. And all you can do, is just being ignorant. So do what you wanna do. I ain't care no more. I know I'm not that perfect too, but can't you just spare a thought this friend of yours?
Kept Telling me that I'm selfish but you forgot to look yourself at the mirror too. You want me to compromise with you so that things will be better. To you. But me? Have you spare a thought of me? About my feelings? Can you compromise with me? Can you be more understanding? I don't think so. Cos all this while, it's been always about you. All you think is about yourself.
Labels: I miss you but I hate you
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
{ 1:43 AM }
Tickets are all ready.
Accommodations, clothes, are almost ready.
Except, there's slight problem.
Hazy's school orientation day is on the 19th!
Fuck!
We're trying to figure it out.
Most to most I think we should take plane on the day itself.
No choice.
I like the idea my nurse manager gave me 9 days of annual leave,
but to think of it, it's kinda waste.
I will be away for only 3 or 4 days.
And what will I do for the next 5 days then?
And what if my family wanna go for holiday this coming december?
Maybe that's the time I can spent time with my friends.
:D
And I still can't figure on what to wear on CGH D&D this coming 7th November.
Theme: Animation.
(Gawwwd! What a theme sia. Like wanna make a fool of yourself like that)
Here I come!
<3
This time, we will be on the standing panel!
Going blading tomorrow with yiru.
I swear to God I have no idea on playing this creature.
My balancing sucks to the core!
Labels: EXCITED
Friday, September 17, 2010
{ 2:02 AM }
I was wondering.
Will I be able to handle huge responsibility in future?
Just now, there'e slight arguement between me and dad.
About bills.
I was so angry to hear that he's angry with me for not giving him money for the electricity bill.
He already make it clear to me last time that he will pay the electricity bill while I make it clear to him that I will pay the internet and phone bill.
But things just got messed up.
He didn't pay the bill and I was so shocked to hear the amount that need to be pay.
His reason, No money. Because I didnt give him money.
Why?
I was so speechless.
I don't know what to do and I just brokedown in my room.
Do I need to pay all that? For now?
You are still healthy dad.
You can do all sorts of job according to your level of strength.
All you need to do now is just pay the electricity bill. Only that.
Me?
I pay the internet,phone bill. The television that we just bought bill.
Give mum some of my money.
I did all that and you told me that I just ignore whenever the bills came?
You once told me when I just got a job at CGH,
to save instead of spending.
To give mum money.
But how am I suppose to save when you, wanting me to pay everything?
Being the only child is tough.
It feels good when you're young because you'll get all the attention from your both parents.
When you are independent enough to start a living, that's where the challenge part begins.
Labels: Huge Responsibility
Sunday, September 12, 2010
{ 1:14 AM }
Firstly I wanna wish all muslims out there, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.
:D
It's a new month now, Syawal. Month of victory.
Hopefully we will meet another Ramadhan next year, Insyallah.
(:
Been too lazy to update now cos of tiredness.
I will upload all the photos that we taken during Hari Raya sooonnn.
Now I need to sleep as tomorrow I will be
going out with my family to visit all our relatives.
Ouh, I found out that my last year shoes still look new so I don't have to waste
my money to buy another pair as what I had planned.
Hehehe.
I miss my bestfriend, Tan Yi Ru
(:
Goodnight.
P/S: Left one more day of holiday, back to work after that.
):
Labels: Im hungry but sleepy
Monday, September 6, 2010
{ 3:25 AM }
My leave just started!
Today is just my lucky day, seriously.
I was supposed to work on the afternoon.
But since our ward has only 3 patients, Sister Kua Lang is kind enough to let me, Syahidah and Huan-Huan
to go home. :D
Cool or what!
1 week of Not working. Great! Great!
Lots of things that need to be done.
Hari Raya is just a week away, or even less.
Sex-cited laa! :D :D :D
My room is now filled with Green, like finally.
Hahaha.
Will go Ikea to buy some decoration stuffs for my room and the living room as well.
I wanna buy this flower design and will paint or spray it with black at the corner of my wall.
Wanna try something different this year since I have plenty of time to do this thing.
I haven't buy my Hari Raya clothes,shoes and accessories but hopefully will get it by this week.
No time already.
So many things to do so little time left.
Guess what?
PARAMORE is Coming down to Kuala Lumpur this coming 19th October 2010
and I AM SOO GOING!
Hahahaha!
I know its sounds crazy.
Infact the crazier part, I already apply my Annual Leave on that particulaer week!
Im going with Hazy and if anyone who wanna come, please do so.
Will book the ticket by this week or next.
I soo gonna buy the standing panel ticket which cost RM 323.
I know that I already went to their concert on last May But I DON'T CARE!
Hahaha.
Yes, Im A super duper Big Fan Of them.
:D
Okay2, I wanna watch Hindustan Movie now.
HAHA.
I ordered Mac for my early breakfast and I wanna eat now!
:D :D
Can't wait to meet yiru this coming wednesday!
So many things wanna tell her.
:D :D :D
And to someone, Im sure you know who you are,
Whatever you said from your mouth last time,
seriously cant be trusted.
I already got the feeling since the day i met you, that you are just a motherfucker sweet talker.
and that, you, seriously cant be trusted.
Im very thankful that I didnt take your words seriously.
so whatever you do now, I hope your happy.
And please please stop contacting me.
Im not your puppet.
Thank you very much.
Sunday, August 29, 2010
{ 2:44 AM }
It's so bloody annoying when I'm talking,
You fall asleep.
Might as well don't call me back when you said your handphone battery gonna flat soon.
Sigh..
Labels: Dont care
Thursday, August 26, 2010
{ 11:15 PM }
Been so tired recently.
All I want now, is to have a veryy long sleep.
Yesterday my eyes just don't wanna shut. And when I was about to fall asleep, the alarm rang.
Quite frustrated by that actually.
God, it's only coming the end of day 3 of working.
I still have 2 more days of working Afternoon shift followed by morning.
I Really Hate That kinda shift.
Sucks man. You just left the ward and few hours later, you're in the ward again.
Although my body system is getting use to the routine,
I still find it very tiring.
Your body is resting but your mind just don'e wanna rest.
Today is just so great.
Yea, I can't wait to complaint this to my mum.
She die-die wanted me to buy this irritating mop which is called "Spin and Go Mop"
and it's at OG Bugis there.
She had been asking me when to buy, hari raya is around the corner
and until now we still haven't done anything.
-.-
So, after work, I straightaway went to Bugis there,
Yeah great uh, I overshot until Commonwealth and have to take MRT again to go bugis.
The box is bloody big lah.
I have to carry it and the MRT is so damn packed.
So I decided to dropped at Eunos there and take 28 or 21 home cos I can drop just infront of my blok and I
was too lazy to walk from interchange to my house with this stupid big box.
The bus is so damn slow that I reached home just in time for breaking fast.
Irritating.
I can't wait for my Virgin's Night this coming Monday and Tuesday though!
hehe.
Will be working with syahida and huan-huan on the first night.
((:
Sleeping time!
:D
Till then.
Next Outing: Breaking fast with Haikal, Ridhwan, Huda on Saturday, 28th August. :D
Labels: MY CONTACT LENS IS DRYYYYY
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