♥ FADHILAH

Saturday, November 29, 2008 { 2:19 PM }

yesterday,last day of school.

im not quite happy actually.

infact i felt bored.

cos i dun get to meet my friends again.

well..we will,but not everyday.

BORED!

but yesterday was fun laa..

spending our very last time with JN0804D classmates.

taking pictures together.

singing and dancing in the classroom.

havoc!

sudden sadness strikes!

our dear class advisor,mdm masni suddenly cried while hugging each of us.

fuh!

tried to hold back my tears.do deep breathing exercise(LOL!-__-")

love you all laa..

hope that we will be seeing each other again and be in the same class in year 2.

so..after class,we have 3 hours break!

ate at cafeteria 2 and after that went to tampines mall..

Rina.me.hajar.wati.nurul.fieza.XP.shidah.haikal.suella.huda.slyvester(dun know hw to spell).qi yu.yu qi.eugenia.sharon.willie.wan.diyana.jasmine.cara.

sorry if i missed out your name.

yea..all went tamp mall together.

hahahahaha..

best laa..

we went to open plaza at level 4.

played this stupid game.

spin ourself until dizzy.

me and diyana play that thing and something bad happened!

gosh!

luckily fieza save my life.
thanks fieza..

really appreciate it alot!

without you,i'll die on that spot sei..

someone is not there while i was having fun..why shes not there with me?sigh..

so when back to school to get our result..

alhamdulilah i passed.

and off we go..

sigh..

again..

so late evening..went to meet my secondary school friends..

actually..i don't have mood to go..

but i don't want to dissapoint aisha..

yea..shes having a singing french competition.

so we went there just to support her.

so theres me.azlina.faizah.haziq.hafith and fitri.

going to ST joseph international at thomson road by car.

gosh!aisha was damn gorgeous laa..

i like her voice..

cant believe she can sing french song!

haha..

well..we went back before the results..late laa..furthermore the place is very far..

before we wnt back,go to changi village to eat dinner.

after that,off we go..

thanks for the ride haziq!

reached home around 11pm..

try to sleep but just cant..

im soo worried..

sigh..

ps.

i hope you like the gift that i gave you..

loves

faddy=)

Labels: im truly sorry

Tuesday, November 25, 2008 { 11:11 PM }

heres a short entry..

what am i doing now??

hmm...

guess laa..

doing problem based learning project

and its killing me right now..

so fcuking rushing..

and alot of things hav to do!

and

IM SOO SLEEPY!

-__-"

being a leader is not an easy task i guess..

argh!!

WATEVER!

just now..

wanna go back..

all squeezed inside the lift..

gosh!

we did WAR OF PUSHING!!!

everybody was like..

pushing each other.

its so stuffy in there..

and WAN!!ASS YOU!!!

tolak org like nobody business!

its so funny laa..

love it!

okay gtg..

tata.

oh!before i forget..

get well soon syu!

and and

yes today my silly words are..

salivate= i heard it "celebrate"

PhD= permanent head damage whereas i said PROBLEM HEAD DAMAGE!

something wrong with my head i guess..

got problem!

Labels: THINK POSITIVE

Sunday, November 23, 2008 { 2:03 PM }

chaotic month i must say!

losing a pet is like lost someone special.

may sounds funny but watever!

i don't care.

to hell.

watching her growing is such a memorable moment.

watching her going is such a pain thing.

slowly she died right in front my very eyes.

both tears came out together as one.

knowing that her owner just can't affort to pay the operation cost.

just 1 year 1month old.

its time to go.

go far away from this world.

leaving me.

forever.

...

pregnant.

difficulties of giving birth.

1st baby died when it came out from the stomach.

the rest??

well..initially it died inside the stomach.

that's when it affect her whole body system.

...

and me..such an idiot,just let her be..

without knowing that the baby inside her stomach already died.

until i realise that this lovely cat of mine already getting weaker and weaker each

day passes by.

...

211108

rushed to the animal hospital at whitley road taking taxi.

telling her to hold on.

things gonna be alright.

we gonna see the doctor.

...

yea..i know animals don't talk. but they do understand of what the owner is saying.

and yes!she did hold on!

she trying her best.

but..

after get to know that it cost alot,

suddenly doctor said,

"shes leaving"

...

omg!

dilemma..

was alone at that time.

and we both were far away from home.

i really don't know what to do.

i need somebody to be there.

wanting to call someone,but..

this hand just couldnt move.

brokedown that point of time.

watched her going.

keep on saying that im sorry.

slowly her mouth become dry..

ear..from freashly pink turns to pale yellowish.

her body and fur..from soft,warm and cosy to lie down at turns to cold,

hard and the fur just cant stop coming out.

her eyes..sigh..

i just..

sigh..

kept on kissing her..

her fur is everywhere..

at 5.30pm

there she go..

leaving me.

things wont be the same anymore.

i don't know la ehk..

she's the apple of my eyes laa..

i've always wanting to have a cat which have a white feet

like as if wearing a socks.

god answered my prayers but then

i only have her only a short period of time.

she always came up to my bed and sleeps at my neck.

GOSH!!

and i can still smell her..

the cage which i just bought for her,

still have her smell..

end.

='(

Labels: LOVE YOU