♥ FADHILAH

Saturday, August 2, 2008 { 9:28 PM }

helo there..

its been a long time since i use my computer for long hours.
haha..you imagine..i'd been playing computer since 2pm and now,its already night and i still havent switch off my comp..
gosh!non stop hit man..haha..
hope my comp wont explode..hehe
all i did today is chatting,updating my blog,friendster and listen to musics..haha..
and i havent had my dinner..all i eat is CHOCOLATE!!A VERY BIGG ONE!!
chatting with my friend,hajar, can goo mad!!we were talking crap all the way..haha..she disturb me, i disturb her..haha..super madness!!!
and and..this is the first time i chat with her through msn..haha..despite after so long become friends,only today i get to chat with her tru online..lol!
chat with haikal too..we 3 chat together..conference..haha..

hajar helped me with my blog which is change my blog layout..
well..the layout is quite plain though..i think im gonna change another 1..not now laa..
another day..
anyway..thanks babe!!i really appreciate it alot!!

okayy..need to off my computer before someone really get mad..
hehe..
good nite!!

and oh!!this are the pictures for today!not much laa..i dun wana post my pic..too fugly!
biase laa..dekat rumah..haha..face super ugly!!hehe
=p

van houten chocolate!!i wanna buy cadbury,but noo more=(

Before i forgot..i wanna wish HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO YOU DIYANA!!!im sorry i cant be there for you..hope you enjoy your day..love you girlfriend!!and i miss you sooo much!!=)

Friday, August 1, 2008 { 7:36 PM }

pic above:haikal.mrs tan.me..

hey hoo..

today my human cells has convert to mutated cells..too much pressure.

let me summarise what had happened today..

-my two dear partner didn't come for work today..and thanks to them that i have to do everything..luckily have eugenia..

-during my break time,have lunch with my EN and hadi..laugh like hell..

until tears came out..my EN nisha watched this stupid video and her expression was like...shocked to the core!!hahaha~~funny laaa...

next she told us about her life in ite..OMFG!!i simply just cant stop laughing..

me n wartini was laughing away..

-did my skills with teacher

-take picture with teacher..(damn!didn't get a chance to take with all the members)

-go to bed 32 and say goodbye to my belove papa.

i tried to hide all this feelings away and look at the bright side..and yup,it works!thanks rina..its all because of you..your words of advise did help me alot..

i did had a good laugh today..its been a long time since i had that laugh..

next week we'll be going to ward 49..yup..no more ward 47..sigh..gonna miss all the SN and EN at there..they're such a great people..and its been a pleasure to work with them..

and yeah...i do enjoy the posting..N IM SOOO GONNA MISS MY FAVE EN AND SN!!

EN rhia,wartini,widad,siti,fatimah and not forgeting SN nadhirah,yinchang etc..

and today is FRIDAY!!!TGIF!!!

gosh..i need a break..really...i need my human cells back..not mutated cells..

and and my immunity is so low that until now,i still have not recover from my illness..

i need a loonnnnnngggggg goood sleeeppp..that's the only thing i want..

no more going out during the weekend..

AND i wanna wish all the nurses out there a 'HAPPY NURSES

DAY'

keep up the good work..we are the backbone of the hospital

because without us,theres no hospital!

faddy is signing out..

P.S..macropores and manopause...is'nt it sounds alike??hahaha..

Wednesday, July 30, 2008 { 11:15 PM }

good day dear bloggers..

today is my emo day laa..out of sudden i started to miss my dear secondary school clique..which is tetra..ya..we call ourself tetra because in our grp,we have 4 people..so tetra represent 4 people..

sigh..miss all the memories we gone tru together..

6years of friendship and still counting...

i just cant wait for the next tetra outing..which is on the 16 august..faizah's birthday is coming soon..and...ya...u noe i noe..hehehe...

we gonna ride a singapore flyers on that day..WOOHOO..

yinn,aisha,faizah...i miss you girls bloody much!!=)

today in the ward..i don't wanna say..

too much pressure and heart pain!!!

temperature rising babe!

k la...tmr morning shift!!

i left with 5 to 6 hours to sleep!gosh!!

tmr will be a busy day man!!cos teacher is around!must complete all athe skills!

stress man!!argh!!

good nite!!

Tuesday, July 29, 2008 { 11:47 PM }

hello world..
something struck at my head today..
suddenly i was thinking whether i should continue this nursing course or not..
i don't know why suddenly i think that way..
being a nurse is actually not my passion..but i do like the course..
i do like being a nurse..because its is science..
from secondary school,the most interesting subject to me is science..
eventhough my science grade is not that good,my interest for this subject has never fall until today..

today..my fave place is at sluice room..i always went there today..i dont know why..
i go there just to get away from people..
(see!!i becoming like hajar!!like to go to sluice room!!)
and today..hmm...not doing much..only do the parameter..change diapers,feed patients,do turning etc..
boring uh do like that everyday??
but what to do...that's EN job..sooner or later,im gonna do that too..
cuci pantat apek everyday..hahaha...
actually i got abit PISSED OFF with (insert the name here)
i know sometimes we don't have any mood to do this job..but when you start to do something,do it properly laaa...
if i didnt check,both of us will surely kena sia..
and don't do it half way..
when you do the parameters,do the respiration too..
don't expect me to do it for you laaaaaaaa.....!!!
headache sei..
and when im doing the work which SUPPOSE TO BE YOUR WORK,don't keep on pestering me to do other job plss...
i havent finish do the work,you ask me to do something else..its like..wat the fish..
if i have a bom, you will be the first one i put sei..

okay...enough faddy...
the time as usual passed freaking slow..im dying man!!arghh!!
one more day to afternoon shift..after that..two days of morning shift..
in this two days, i need to complete my competency skills before we go up to ward 49..
i heard ward 49 is not a good ward..i mean...not the ward..the people out there..they said..the SN,sister,EN has attitude prob..hmm...i don't know..i really hope theres an angle will come and save us..
hope theres luck strike us..

just now..me,aishah and eugenia went for break very late..supposely we should go at 1830 but theres so many things to do..parameters etc..so we went at 1945..actually we suppose to be back at 2015 but ended up at 2030..hahaha!!45 mins of break..
we laugh like as if the tea room is ours sia..talk crapp!!make fun of the bed 6..immitate the bed 6 face..laugh like wanna cry!!=))
so we only left half and hour to go before we finish our work..hahaha...its like..half and hour sia..
wat do you expect to do..

before i go back just now..i went to my fave apek at bed 32..
wanna say byebye to him laa..
i wanna hold his hand,suddenly he grabbed and squeeze my hand..don't wanna let go laa sei..
freaking pain!!
soo old yet so strong...hahaha...kurang ajar sei..haha..
and hes soooo adorable...i feel like bringing him home laa..wanna take care of him..hehe..

so overall today okay laa...not that bad compared to yeaterday..yst can die sei..
and i still miss my 3 girlfriends..how i wish you girls with me..experience what i experience today..laugh with me etc..

okay laa...
good nite...
will update again tmr..

super faddy is signing out~~~
=D

{ 12:04 AM }

hello to you all..
hmm...where should i start first..
i don't know why today my whole body is feeling soo weak..
my mind and heart is else where..
i cant concentrate of what im doing..
its like..today..the whole thing is just not right for me..

having attachy is great but i just don't like the timing..
this week..im in afternoon shift three days straight strating from today..
its like..what the hell..
in the ward..da la stuffy..the smells also killing me..smells of burning..nk meletop agaknye ward 47..
and and...the worst part is the time..arghh!!
SOOO FCUKING SLOWW LAAAA~~~
how can i make the time passed very fast uh?
sigh..
today im in a new team..team 4..
the confuse part is that..when the first week of attachy at ward 47,the most bussier cubicle is team 4..and the most relaxing cubicle is in team 1..
1 week,im in team 1..so quite relaxing for me laa..
but when im in team 4..which is this week, my cubicle is so relaxing where team 1 is the most bussiest cubicle..
ape sei!ARGH!!

and today,i hardly do my work sei..
i let my partner do the parameters etc..
no mood laa..i dont know why..
i think because i miss my clique too much =(
sigh..plss god..make the time pass faster!!
i really need my girlfriends!!

k laa..nid to go now..
tmr working!!need a good rest..
furthermore this backbone of mine is getting on my nerves..
i feel like putting so heavy things at my back laa..freaking pain sei..
bad body mechanics faddy!!!
okay lame..
goody nite world!