Saturday, January 22, 2011
{ 2:12 PM }
I can't describe what I'm feeling right now. Seriously if I have the power to turn back time, I would like to change everything of what I had done in the past. Everything. In academic wise. Decisions wise. Friendship wise especially. I wouldn't wanna be too close with anyone. So that I won't feel too attached with anyone. Won't have to give extra attention or time with a close friend or bestfriend. Like, let it be treated like a normal friends. Because I just realized, having a bestfriend is tough. So much. Because having a bestfriend, you have expectations. It doesn't apply to me, myself. It applies to everybody who has a bestfriend.
How does it feels when you gave in so much, but all you got is still, dissapointmemt. I am tired. I am so sad. Why do I have to face this kind of situation. You can regard this as a small matter. But this small matters really hurts me alot. And who said your bestfriend understand you the best? Infact, it is your bestfriend who doesn't understand you at all. No matter how deep or how great I express my feelings, you still don't understand. I make it clear to you, when you need me, you know where to find me.
I just pray to god that HE will protect you.
Labels: Things that I hate to face
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