♥ FADHILAH

Friday, July 3, 2009 { 8:26 PM }

dear God,
i believe every people that we met, is destined by You.
i believe, there's a reason on why we get to know each other.
friends. you create people. so people can create friends.
that is where friendship starts.
long or short relationship, is determined by both party themselves.
yes.. its true.. you need to be honest, truthful, faithful, patience etc..ESPECIALLY sincerity that can led to happy friendship.
Arguements, misunderstanding etc, thats part of friendship.
im sure there's argument in every relationship/friendship. without it, means people must be very good in handling people's heart and feelings.

but tell me... since honesty is one of the key point that led to happy friendship,
why there's arguement about honesty? which led to breaking up friendship??
people make mistakes...because thats where they learn from it..and will never repeat the very same mistakes again.
is it wrong to tell the truth?
why must there be a problem if that person already reveal everything??
i know...hiding something from your very own bestfriend is something you shoudnt do.
it can led many things. one of the important factors is breaking trust.
but God, tell me! tell me..... that person wants to make things right by telling the truth, wouldnt want to hide anything...i mean ANYTHING..because there's only one thing in her mind now, she want to be truthful to herself and her bestfriend. and ended up, breakng up friendship is the price.
is it fair? do she deserve it??

to that someone..
i know...ive done mistakes...infact alot of mistakes..
and the word sorry is just too small...but...im truly truly sorry for what had happened.sincerely.
yes, i know..i've hide things from you... did things which you dont like which can led bad health in me. but i wouldnt want to do that in future... you once told me... that there's alot of doubts than trust in you towards me.. your sentence kinda hit me... because i knw, there's one thing i did not tell you about me. which is why...i made up my mind to tell you the truth. i know things wont be the same if i tell you everything now...because i know, you will surely be mad at me. you might be asking,why wouldnt i tell you everything in the beginning... in the beginning, you already had a bad impression on me...and at the very same beginning, i still have not done that thing becos ive quit.i did once told you that. but i didnt know, that by hiding it,can led to this serious.my purpose of telling you the truth is not because of wan to hurt you...but because i dont wanna make more mstakes towards you. i dont wanna break up any friendship especially friendship with you.. because i believe... i can still make a different. i can still save this friendship.ive never consider this friendship ends here. im sure this time, i promise...promise not to hide anything from you..
im so sorry.