♥ FADHILAH

Friday, October 31, 2008 { 12:43 AM }

this messege is specially for my dear clique

...

hey girls,

i know..

we have been trying our very best to keep this ball rolling.

to keep this friendship as fresh as possible.

as lively,cheerful as it can be.

i would like to say my deepest humble apology to you girls

for my attitude today.

i know its sucks!

gosh..

i wanna say this in front of you girls.

but im scared, just too fear to face you three.

im sorry for keeping this thing to myself.

i know,i should just let it out to you all,

but..

its just too hard.

problem come and go.

and when the old problem being solved,it doesnt stops there.

the new one will definitely will come..

well here it goes.

i can see everyone is changing.

cant deny, me myself change too.

there's too many question that i wanna ask you three..

where's our sense of humour?

...

where did it go?

why are we so quiet when we're together?

aint we suppose to be happy when we sees each other?

where did our craziness go?

why?

why so serious?

where did our droplets go?

i really miss the old 'US'

i miss our stupid jokes.

i miss laughing with you three until our tears came out.

our faces were so red when we laughed.

last time, eventhough some of us were having

problems,

we still stay strong.

we remind each other not to be sad.

cheering each other up.

now,

everything seems different.

we started to do our own stuffs.

what happened?

why everything seems to be falling apart?

why?

don't you wanna be happy like before?

what's the problem?

urggh!

too many qns!

sampai besok pon tak leh habis.

now,

all i wana ask a favour from you all is..

please please please do something about it.

really, we need to do something.

i cant afford to lose this lovely friendship that we'd created

since april.

sincerely speaking,

im honoured and grateful to have you girls as my clique.

all of you i already treated like my siblings.

somehow or rather i can sense that

we do want to something about this friendship,but just that

something is stoping us.

am i right?

well to my dearest ones,

i hope we can make a different.

lastly your granny faddy wants to say,

i miss my INTERGALACTICAL WALL-E,ROCKSTAR and GANGSTAR!

pls come home soon!

granny misses her grandchildren!

loves,

faddy

Tuesday, October 28, 2008 { 9:59 PM }

helo people..

well..

just wanna share with you all..

firstly

phase test finally over!

thank god!

i don't care how well or how bad i did

but as long as that fcuking test over already,then

im relieved!

secondly

lost of ezlink card!

gosh!

now i realise how important an ezlink card can be..

because using adult ezlink card can go bankrupt!

imagine..

10 bucks can finish within 2 days..

wtf!

being a student is such an honoured!

thirdly

school is getting more and more fun!

yea i know..

recently this happy pills of mine having a little

bit of misunderstanding..

but..

not to worry..

we're on the road now..

still stay stronger!

im proud of that actually.

at least the word "seperation"

is still being kept in the locker!

and and we'll try our very best to

maintain this friendship..

please girls, i need this clique very much!

fourthly

well this is the 2nd week im being seperated from home..

two weeks in a row,

i'd been staying at my aunt house..

fun i must say..

no objections.

freedom.

no fast and rules!

but i miss dear mummy though.

yea yea..

i know..

WATEVER!

hah!

rite,

gtg.

sleeping time!!

need to sleep laa..

tmr have combine lecture..

well i don't wanna get caught of sleeping..

hah!

toodles!

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