♥ FADHILAH

Thursday, April 2, 2009 { 9:21 PM }

hello..
hmm...what i wana update ehk...
actually there's nothing much going on this two days laa..
i've been staying at home for two solid days..
seriously it's...bored..
ya...my type of person cant be in the house for more than two days...
if not..i'll die due to boredem..hahaha...kidding laa..

so 1st april 2009,Wednesday

got one message from my classmate nurul...saying she been admitted to ttsh cos of high fever...i was sleeping laa...beh i thought it was real...beh skali scroll down..APRIL FOOL...
mak oi...maen2 pulak...betol2 baru padan muke...hahahahah...cekik darah betol..=P
and this part i really don't understand...
i mean...after revision day which is on tuesday, my body system is okay...
but that night, suddenly my body feel super weak..
i thought nothing happen laa..sekali when i was sleeping..at 3am, i feel like vomitting!
and i did! cant sleep until 7 am...and i feel so fcuking weak!
then fever start to come..sigh....
have to stay home laa like that... i think it's because of the fried rice that i ate.hmm entah laa..
and seriously i spend most of day, SLEEPING... yup...whole afternoon sleep. da nak maghrib den i woke up...gosh...my head is like a rock! super heavy...cant even stand properly...and my back...seriously no comment! den after 8pm,i stayed inside the room, lying on the bed..hahahah...

2nd april 2009, Thursday.

same. woke up at 0615am..perform prayers.. played cousin's psp.. i stayed at home the whole day..doing nothing.and slept the whole afternoon after taken my medicine. woke up before maghrib..took shower..and play computer...hahahaha...ya...TAT'S ALL...
boring kn???i know..heh...and..i really need to buy some books... all the books that i have finish read already..really want A NEW BOOK!!!i wanna go MPH or TIMES or BORDERS or whatsoever laa the name of the shop is...need to update my book collections...heh..

to that someone... im really sorry..i plan to go gym with you today...but...maybe its not the right time for us to go out..i know things are not on the right track now..whatever it is, please be strong aite..how i wish i could help you.make you feel better.. do someting that can really solve the problem..i know it's tough..i hope and pray hard that things will back to normal..and always remember that i will always there..just SHOUT MY NAME!!!heh..with one blink of eye, i will appear right in front of your eyes..heh... smile always k...

Labels: COME ON GET HIGHER BY MATT NATHANSON

Tuesday, March 31, 2009 { 8:41 PM }

Today, 31 march 2009, Tuesday (which i thought today was MONDAY!-_-")

went to school for revision.
HAH! FUCKING B.O.R.E.D ( not board ehk! ade la incident bodoh nie...ngantok sgt sampai make a fool of diri sendiri..heh)

...B.O.R.E.D...
reason..

- cant see what teacher is writing on the whiteboard eventhough i worn spectacles.
have to kecik kan mate in order to see clearly.( mate dala kecik...bagi kecik kan lagi..)

- cant understand what teacher is teaching. i think she is mumbling to herslef laa.
yang keling-keling je yang paham. cos all the indian seems to be attenttive. (HAHAHHAAH..oops! sorry)

den just now im not being myself at that moment. =(
cos....hmm.... i thought that someone is angry with me. because she didnt talk to me the whole journey of going to school sampai habis revision=(
abeh all questions da tertanye2 dkat dalam kepale otak nie..
then she talked to all our friends except me.sad sei..
but...i was wrong i guess.. she talked to me at last!heh...

haha..ya..this is me...if i sense something is not right with someone that im very very close with, all stupid questions will pop out in my head which can lead to negative thinking and because of that, boleh argue..
im still working on my weakness..

after revision, went to eastpoint to eat our lunch.
had them at LJS..
hmm...for me...abit akward la..entah ehk...cos tak bebual ngan that person kan..
but overall was okay...
so went home..me.rina.hajar and ika went back from eastpoint all the way to bus stop 31. mak oi...burn fats balek sei..haha...takpelaa...burn my DAGING...
so off we go...all seperate..
left me and my dear ChildlikeRockstar.
seriously i have a bad thought laa..i thought me and her will be quiet all the way like just nw...
but...nah....we both talked alot in the bus..
dapat bus single deck..which i know that someone didn't like it...heh...

went to causeway to accompany her purchase something..and yea cool!nie adek sedare nie memang nk kene!
i don't have any spare key...and she went out...and nobody's home...
and...how am i suppose to go in to the house...cekik darah!
so...accompany rina going home before proceed to woodlands mart to kill time by do revision.
it's like...i stayed there like about 3 hours. seriously i was damn sleepy..i really want to go home.
my back start to ache. but have to wait this budak biol nie...i forced myself to sit a little longer. belajar pon da tak masuk otak.

and and the funny part...
when im on my way home, in front i saw rina's mum...
it's not that i want to avoid..seriously...i was too panic! dlm otak da keep on ckp "ALAMAK!ALAMAK!ALAMAK!"
cos too panic,bebual pon mcm menggigil...
and and worst....i thought i didnt salam her..kept on thinking back sampai i sms-ed rina saying soorry...padehal da salam.. -__-"
ya...nenek betol!!asyik lupe aje!hahahaha...bet that person laugh mcm nak rak(you know who you are ehk)

so reached home few mins before 7pm..

well...when walking, i don't know why suddenly im thinking about my parents.
heh...miss them too much agaknye.. ya... i want their love... infact.... fully being loved... i really happy to see other families having fun...happy...well i know you cant judge a book by it's cover.. but still...i think they are wayy better as to compared to my family... not that im saying my family is bad... my family really need to practise on communication skills... cos that's what we are lack of.seriously.
how to improve??idk.seriously.

to that someone special (you know who you are)
i really hope you can go out this friday.it would be much fun with you around.seriously thanks a million for making me smile.can i be the one who will make you believe the word friendship?
ily..=)

Labels: truth thats all i need

Monday, March 30, 2009 { 8:35 PM }

let's start with 27 march 2009

went to school for biology revision. i must say, it's wayy better this time round.
heh..evil uh.. but face it. this teacher is wayy wayy better than my current biological science teacher.
i think, my marks gonna flung if this current teacher of mine who is from china, teaches us.
so, revision was fun.and i don't know why i kept on munching non-stop throughout her lesson.
SUPER HUNGARY!heh..
The day before the revision, well this dear friend of mine sms-ed me, saying that she wanna go for revision la..ended up overslept..
hahahaha...funny fella..but i did met her eventually.at evening.
so..basically after class, me and my childlikeRockstar went to eat at causeway banquet!
heh.. having great time eventhough just having luch together seriously.=))
thanks for the great time love!
we saw a cat along the way..and and gosh!that cat didnt move sia...i thought it already dead..haha..but tak la..buat suspend je..
so after that went to woodlands mart macdonalds to study while waiting for syuhada..
yep...she went to Republic Poly and kebetulan at woodland so we study at woodland..
sad thing rina cant join..=(
study with insane people really cant study la..
you laugh all the way until ur stomach cramp..
can concentrate laa but only afew percent.
haha..
and got this one aunty..keep on looking at syu...hahahahahhahaha...nyonya tu suke kau laa syu...mesti die ingat kau tu anak die...hahahahahaha...
and syu was like...."fadd....nyonya tu tengok kan aku laaa!!!"(syu's tone)
hahahahaha...those who know her,you know her tone mcm mane...
hhahaha..
8 plus,,off we go..
went under rina's blk to say ho to her..
haha
had a rad time with her...CRAZY!!
that's all for that day...

28 march 2009, Saturday

went home..tampines..
nothing much la that day...i miss my cat and parents and my bantal busuk!!
heh..ohh!i finished the "if you could see me now"
eh sad sei! should read! seriously sedeh gile!
mostly spend my time inside my room...

29 march 2009, Sunday

arr...this part fun!!because i went out with my family at night!
yup...went to tampines mall.. ntuc.. beli barang-barang dapur with mummy!
heh,,
and after that went to kfc..since mak tak masak,makan laa kat luar..
and and the best part is ..after went to kfc..me,my cousin and mum went to starbuck!
hahaha...first time my mum chill at starbuck..
fun laa....so long sei tak mcm gini..seriously..and she is soo becok!!
haha
same as me laa..
non stop hit bebual aje...hehe.....
i love you mama!
so we reached home aroung 11pm plus...
heh...

and today, 30 march 2009, Monday

went for hair treatment!!!!
heh..
at last!!i really hate my previous hair!!
damn ugly laaa...so da rebond nie...heh...looks better sei...
spend most of my time at the hair salon...
bontot cramp!!hehe....

okay laa that's all basically...
ohh...tomorrow have revision..
okay..will end here.
i talked too much laa ..heh...

ohh ohh....
listen to this song!
seriously eventhough i listen thousand of times, i still addicted to this song...
listen to this acoustic version...
my heart melt sei when listen the violin part...

Labels: KELSEY BY METRO STATION