♥ FADHILAH

Wednesday, December 3, 2008 { 8:50 PM }

hello..
yea..
FINALLY..exams are officially over!
phew~~
well..i did my very best..
so i leave everything to GOD..

well..today ended not quite happy moment i must say..
i was expecting something actually but..i guess..its not my day..
its okay..i know everyone was damn tired after doing all those revision..
to hell with revision..heh..
all the faces like half-baked muffin..(lol..of all words,why must be muffin??)
seriously...i was so damn sleepy la sei..can you imagine..i slept while doing the paper..

so..
basically..after the paper,had briefing..got to know our attachment posting for 1.2

WHAT THE FCUK!!
my group will go to the same ward as our 1.1 clinical posting!
WTF!WTF!WTH!
not fair laa!!!
really sei..
i thought it already end.FULLSTOP!no more suffering.
but..hell doesnt stop just like that sei..
instead it came back to us!
SHIT LA!!

you guys have no idea how much i hate going to that ward..
everyday not being myself sei..
always dragging myself to go work..
argh!

people said..
the more the suffering,the more stronger you are..
fcuk laa..you go suffer yourself laa..see whether you become more stronger or weaker..

takpe laa..i dont care laa..i dont want to think about it.
yea i know..sooner or later i still have to face it.
there's no escaping.
so my point is, don't keep on thinking.
because the more you think, the more stress you are.
just enjoy what you have right now.
there's plenty of time to enjoy myself..

sorry laa..over-reacted laa today..
just need to let out this anger here..

went to meet faizah for awhile..talked talked like makcik..
catching up old stuff.then go home..
heh..
both wearing nursing uniform..haha..cute kan..
she just came back from attachment at KK..
and YES faizah..i will go back to tampines one day..
don't worry..
=D

so after that, went home..
cousin asked me cycling with her but too tired laa..
SORRY ADEK!heh..
ended up i faint on the bed..

and to SHARIFAH HAZIRAH OI!!
hah..aku tak action okay!
one day jumpe kays..with the rest..
missing you oi!!
hehe...

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Sunday, November 30, 2008 { 8:49 PM }

hey..

exams is around the corner..

i have yet to revise..

haha..

this mind just cant concentrate..

kept telling me to just relax..

haha..

see..

setan betol..

haiya..

this brain also cant function well laa..

i need a professional!

today really got nothing to do..

plan want to study at woodlands mart..

but..

nah..too lazy to move..

so ended up sit around in the room like

one stupid asshole..

sigh..

got really no mood laa..

i pity my cousin..

didnt entertain them..

soo sorry..

behavioural science exams is on tuesday..

clinical nursing exams is on wednesday..

tomorrow no school..

heh..

plenty of time to study uh..

yea..can say that im taking this exams too lightly..

i dun know ehk..

i just cant focus..

wanted to but..

just cant..

this mind is having a vacation here..

WATEVER!

in the end jangan menyesal sudah..

so yea..

gtg..

i dun know what i wanna do after this..

that is why i hate weekend!

mind blank!

GOD..

pls help me with this..

only you know how i felt..

pls take this feeling away from me inside..

it hurts me..

i kept on praying things would be back to normal..

i missed that moment..

pls..